MEIJIN

2011-06-06T02:01:00.001+08:00

IT has been a while! i hope there are people still reading! anyway, just a quick update. i'm having my exams now which is why i shouldn't blog more! oh well, just for you =) exams are gonna end in a few weeks and i'll be done with a levels. after that, gonna partehh like madzz. muahahha so excited for the trip with friends after exams, will update more by then , if there's anyone reading.. hmm btw:

LADY GAGA's new album is fucking awesome! whoever doesn't listen/buy it is a loser! no joke, it is that good. none of the music sounds the same and it all rocks equally! thanks to a very nice friend of mine, she got me the disc.. and she is ... *drums rolling*.. BONNIE! yes, olympic's upcoming representative from malaysia! haha hopefully lah. thanks again bonnie!! here's how it looks like @.@

isn't she sexy or sexy?! what are u waiting for? buy her disc.. NAOOOO! :D (follow me now don't be such a holy fool - electric chapel)

thats all for now. stay tuned!

Bonnie and I ;)

xoxo

i have updates!

2011-03-05T18:41:00.001+08:00

HEY there!! it's been a while and yes i have updates but it's a little late. hope you don't mind!

SO, yesterday (4th March) my friends and i went for Japanese buffet at a place called Jogoya in Starhill Gallery. we headed off right after class which was at around 12 pm. got ready and waited for a friend's bf in kl sentral. it took him quite long to reach and thus i began to get frustrated. i don't know bout the rest but yea.. cuz u see he reached around 1.15 and we were gonna take public transport to bukit bintang. plus if we arrive late, we might not enjoy the food to da max cuz it closes at 4.20! u see my frustration anot?! hahah ya and it goes on- when we were in bt bintang we kinda got lost, walked ONE BIG ROUND and (fucking) starhill gallery was just so near to us. finally found the place and the restaurant. when we checked with the receptionists they say that it's too full and it's just too bad we didn't make any reservations.g-r-e-a-t! thanks to the bf. already reminded him to reserve and he said no need one lah! luckily someone just left and the 6 of us had a table. praise the Lord..? yeah i ate till i vomited. no joke. but so sedap lah u should try it one day if u happen to be there and really hungry and u can find the place. honestly, the food's good it's just a bit of hard luck finding the place. and blame the time for passing too fast, or the other way round. geddit?? haha after our meal i was a happy person again and all sulkiness is gone! :D

here're some pictures!

less than half of the food we took :P

yee neng, me, amylline (shy as usual)

haihyo

bonnie & shu ying

THEN, we decided to walk around since we're already so near to Pavillion and Fahrenheit88. Bought a dress in Fahrenheit88 for RM79.90. cheap? i don't know, it was bought on impulse hahaha.

ze dress

LATER, we went to Kenko Reflexology, Pavillion for Fish Spa. yea my first ok and we were damn embarrassing. we practically freaked out like monkeys on the loose screaming until the lady asked us to lower down our voice. after 10 mins of anxiety+nervousness+excitement we finally braved ourselves and soaked our stinky feet into the water. this is where it got scary. first few mins: ticklish till u look constipated!! next few mins onwards: u start to enjoy it. it's like you have numb legs where your soles feel like there're lotsa needles poking it. mm something like that i think. overall i would do it again but i gotta save $ cuz i am broke after buffet-ing+dress+fish spa(rm 38).

side note: there was another tank with bigger fishes in it and 3 of my friends tighten up their balls and tried it. not that fun to them tho. worst part is, a dead fish was in that tank and ate yee neng's dead skin just before it died! hahah its last meal. RIP.

pictures again;

black fishes. alice said they're from india and i told my mom that. they're not actually, they're just black lol -.-

amylline was terrified! :O

seems like i do have a lot of dead skin lol

me, alice

klcc

tadahhhhh!

GOT back around 9 something and was dead tired. was suppose to go Petaling Street to makan and then check out Brickfield's Law program today but Shu Ying was not feeling so well so we decided to postpone it.

AND SAY YES to tomorrow! it's BMW Malaysian Open 2011 Finals! will be going with xiao ying but not bonnie cuz she has water polo training. boohoo! anyway, we're gonna have fun watching it and then meet bonn for dinner, hopefully.

HMM this is a busy weekend, but i gotta start my Lit coursework next week already! and finish up h/w and study! exam's always round the corner. why doesn't it ever seem to be far away? yikes! college will end soon and i will definitely miss the people of kl here. but i'll be back sooner or later laaaaa

will update soon! xx

excitedzz

2011-01-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO there! yes, i am still having my exams and still blogging. but it'll be over soon! i have two more papers on monday and one more on friday! after that, i can party real hard at a friend's party and be back home (KK) the next day. oh sounds so exciting doesn't it? hahah :D

well, exams have been okeh so far, hopefully it'll stay the same or gets better next week! enough about work. hmm.. there's really nothing to blog about lah! i have nothing serious to rant about, nothing special's coming up, except the fact that i'll be back in kk, but this story's getting old and i bet you're sick of it.

maybe i should blog again after my exams, i think i will have more things to talk about, gossips maybe not- and uh, yeah updates bout kk! cny's coming which means... it's angpow time! hahah one of my favourite time of the year. after that, i'll be back in kl finishing my ALevels. yikes! time passes so fast. will miss my friends here ;(

ok i guess this is getting boring for you, be back soon, stay tuned! :D

randomness in the midst of exam

2011-01-12T13:08:00.000+08:00

i'm bored, so i just decided to blog some shizz. haha another resolution for 2011: To meet up with Charles in KL in June.-

right, as if it's a difficult thing to do. you (charles) have confirmed your flight to kl already right?! so what's there to hope for? hahaha i'll see u anyways. just don't forget to bring your UK friends here too. intro to me mah hahah! yea especially your 'bro'. geez i didn't know u had another brother besides morgan. lol! :D kidding =)

***

I don't wanna love you now
If you'll just leave someday
I don't wanna turn around
If you'll just walk away

Maybe you and me got lost somewhere
We can't move or we can't stay here
Well, maybe we've just had enough
Well, maybe we ain't meant for this love

current song that's stuck in my head. figure the title out!

that's all. bye for now. i'll be going back on 29th january! all u people better get jealous. muahahahaha

happy new year!

2011-01-01T23:22:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year! what a wonderful date today, but not a wonderful day at all. mom and bro went back kk this morning. now i am all alone in the hostel. again. aah, gotta wait for 5 more days then my bitches will be back. heehee then here comes exams and then i can go back kk to celebrate CNY! weeee!

So, it is New Year's. TIME FOR ACCOMPLISHMENTS & RESOLUTIONS LIST!

let me start with my accomplishments first! :D

left home and came to kl to study. (suddenly feel so brave! haha)
made many good friends here. (in kl)
went Malaysian Open (tennis) for the first time.
went to Adam Lambert's concert, first concert too.
took part in a play. (although not as a cast, but still..!)
didn't club as much as the previous year. (i am truly proud of this one!)
lost some weight. SOME.

and now, my 2011 resolutions!

get good results.
get to enroll in a good uni.
go more concerts!
to go Gold Coast with friends.

yeah that's about it. not many though as you can see. oh well, better few and realistic rather than many and stoopid! heehee! to wrap it up, i do have a few disappointments but i think that they are insignificant to tell and explain here. to be honest it still bothers me now. like NOW! but i guess i'll have to deal with it on my own.

OH 2011 SOUNDS LIKE A FUN YEAR!

can't wait for GaGa to release her third album, Born This Way!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU! yes, YOU! :D

have a great one =)

merry christmas?

2010-12-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

SO it's Christmas. everyone's excited. i hear fireworks, but don't see any. well, maybe my view's not that good after all. hmm lonely christmas. it's not that i celebrate christmas every year but at least i'm with my parents. not this year though =( mom and bro in johor, dad's in kk, i'm in kl. gosh, it's like my family is all around malaysia! luckily my mom will be back tomorrow to rescue me, going where after that? no idea!

so my night didn't go off so bad i suppose. woke up at around 11 and talked to dad. studied some, online more, and movie most. cooked dinner, fried rice and watched bride wars, then chatted with stephen but it's getting really late for him so he had to go. well, at least he stayed up until 3 am there! haha thanks la bah =) after that, another movie called accepted. had these movies in my laptop ages ago but didn't find the time to watch them.

oh mannnn! it's so quiet! i can barely take it any longer! haha i've not spoken to anyone for the longest time ever! except my parents and some friends! suddenly feeling a bit emo, sooo not me! anyway, it's just christmas and not new year's (thank God!) plus i ain't no christiano, so yea it's understandable that i'm not all hyped up..? lol i'm just consoling myself that it's okay to be lonely during christmas.

i remember my family and i used to invite some of their friends and my cousins over for dinner during christmas eve, and we will eat turkey together, adults drinking red wine, all-so-caucasian etc. that was maaaaany years ago, before i had my period and when all things start to change. hahah then lately these few years, christmas gets quieter and soon turkey was off the menu! hmmph though i didn't really enjoy turkey, at least it's a tradition! and now it's gone- i'm in kl, folks are back home etc excuses.

hopefully, this year will be the loneliest year i will have to go through and hopefully the following years to come i will enjoy my life like that's the last year! muahahha

a sidenote to keep myself excited: will be going back for cny! 29th jan is daaa daaaaayyy!! :D

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

& i might update for the New Year

have fun!

meijin.

time to focus

2010-12-16T20:12:00.001+08:00

I will be having my Econs mock tomorrow, yet i am still blogging. why? :O

Anyway, yesterday's party was fun! the party was great and it really was a surprise! pictures are in my facebook!! haha after the party we went for a short shisha cuz i had to follow Bonnie home, which is around 11-ish. so yeah , man i missed shisha-ing. the last one was in sunway pyramid =) hahaa after we came back to the hostel, alice and i ss-ed like there was no tomorrow! lol unfortunately, i won't upload the pictures here cuz well, its too ss! they are only for my eyes to see and judge thankyouverymuch =)

THE hostel is quite quiet now, many people has gone back to their hometown, except me =( ahh, gotta study for my exams in jan ok! alice just left around 5 pm just now. abi left earlier. siew yen will be going back to malacca tomorrow. i will miss them all. ok time is running out, have mock tomorrow! wish me luck! :D

ok so here're a few pictures we took AFTER the party. there's like almost a hundred altogether! zomg :O

and lastly..

hope u enjoyed reading, and yesss i know we're very vain. =)

till the next time!

cheers,
meijin

2010-12-15T16:50:00.000+08:00

OLA! everything's fine here. just finished doing some revision while talking to stephen! having economics mock on friday =/ hmmph. hopefully, i'll do well. will be going to yin & yun's surprise party later at souled out, hartamas. never been there before but hopefully it's a nice place! then maybe we can go boom boom a little. lol i don't think so, i have extra class tomorrow! already skipped today's one cuz i over-slept! yikes =(

ok that's all for now. got to bath and clean up my room! it's in a mess- YUCKS!! hahaha alright then, will see u guys soon! :D

oh ya and btw, ~~i think i miss you~~ HAHAH funneh-

November 20, 2010 - 6.33 pm

2010-11-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO there! It's been a while since I updated haha.! well first of all, let me update bout my life. nothing much has happened, but exams are coming soon! and mocks nearer wtfff! i'll be having my mocks end of this month and i haven't exactly started revising. yikes, see the result of procrastinating? you don't get things done.

anyways, i've just handed in my Unit 2 coursework yesterday. i pray and hope i will not have to retake this paper. oh god, just let me get an A or B will do. cuz u see, it's super hard (i will not say impossible) to get an A for literature. plus, we're talking about analysing Shakespeare's dramas here! yes it IS difficult when u have to make comparisons and contrasts, not forgetting studying his language and meanings! see how hard it it?! @.@ but somehow i think studying lit has changed my life. i start to see things from different angles and become more critical. for example, instead of buying rachel gibson's romance novels, i would prefer reading books pertaining war, real-life suffering etc. yes, it sounds lame but at least it's real and it keeps me on my feet. cuz duh! life is real, so why read stuff that doesn't come true when you can read reality stuff and relate it to your life?? SEE THIS IS HOW LITERATURE HAS CHANGED ME =) & i've just bought To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee. heard that it's really good and i hope i'll enjoy it too. you should read it! haha

ok i'll stop blabbering about the awesomeness of lit.i have presentation on tuesday and i'm shaking already. fkme =(

besides college, there's nothing much to talk about. gossips? hmm i don't think you'll know i'm talking about. i definitely miss my kk friends though, including those who are not in kk but they're from kk so yeah ok i should stop confusing you. as i was saying, i miss hanging out with them! like clubbing and movies especially high school times. these are the best memories. cuz high school for me is not just plain exams and overloaded h/works. there're sidelines to it: water fights, bushes, skipping classes laughing like siao and etc. it's not that i don't have fun with my friends here, its just a different feel. different.
what bout my friends here? well, animals on the lose lah hahahah & <3 them too! :D

oh well, besides friendship and college, there is a little something else. just a little. but i don't think i wanna talk about it here cuz i feel that it's too.. how u say? shitty? it's like attention seeker lah. i know i used to talk bout TC here and whatever shit, but that's history and i regret it. besides, there's nothing much to talk about except the fact i feel that i'm a little too self-absorbed. haha now that's a 'little' juice for you!

ahh let's just skip this. enough of me, what about you? gimme some of your 'juice'! hahahah

xx

blood donation

2010-10-29T13:19:00.000+08:00

today, i donated blood in a blood donation campaign. me and my friends have planned this a few days back, but i wasn't so sure whether i have the balls to do so or not. luckily, my balls didn't drop! haha the blood donation campaign was held in my college's main block, that's what we call it. after having lunch, siew yen, alice, bonnie and me decided to skip stats and donate blood instead. the main point is that we didn't wanna see the stats teacher's face, as she is annoyingly sarcastic. oh man, i just cannot take her sarcasm! -bitch hahaha. besides, we were lucky we donated early, cause by the time we finish our stats class, which is bout 2 pm, the UM people would have left as the transfusion bags were finished. lucky right??!

so, i filled up the form, checked my blood pressure and blood type. i admit, my balls were almost falling when the dude pricked my finger, i was shrieking like a monkey! yikes. =S well, it wasn't so pain after all.. fyi, my blood group is B! i guess its karma for calling ashley's blood Bitch blood cuz she has B blood in her too =/ anyways, all i had to do was just wait for my turn. i was hoping they'd puncture my left arm since i'm a right hander, but yeahhh soooo.. here it goes! bonnie's turn was up first and she was seated next to me. BUT! the nurse couldn't find her vein on her left arm, so she had to switch to another chair. then my turn came!! surprisingly i wasn't THAT scared anymore. the first syringe that entered was rather stingy i guess its anesthetic. then when the thick needle came, i didn't really feel anything. alice said my blood rushed out so quickly! and i was done within 5 mins. so glad i was able to donate 450 ccs of blood! :D poor bonnie, not too long after the nurse poked her right arm, her blood stopped flowing out of the bag. so she donated around half a bag..? apparently, that's all she could give. according to the nurse, her skin's too 'tough'. lol well, i call it thick and got smacked by her :P

here are pictures of me donating blood. my virgin blood ;)

***

college life has been rather stagnant. i'll be having exams next jan, so i have to study hard starting from now till christmas and new year! =( but something that's worth looking forward to is chinese new year!! just so you know, i'll be going back on the 29th jan till 6th feb. i know its just 9 days, but it's better than none. i know, i feel your pain, stephen =) hahaha

that's all folks! see you soon! :D

xx.

ADAM LAMBERT

2010-10-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

Adam Lambert's concert is coming up in 3 days! can you believe it?! i'm so excited, i didn't thought that i'd have the chance to go. my first concert too, though it's not Gaga's. oh well, Adam's my boy too ;)

xoxo,

Glameijin - don't laugh! :P

Perfect 10

2010-10-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

IT'S 10.10.10 today! while everyone else is celebrating this once in a 100 years thing, what am i doing?? well, blogging lah! & watching movie. other friends just went crazy and gaga.

HAPPY 10.10.10 =)

Malaysian Open 2010

2010-10-04T15:42:00.000+08:00

HEY THERE! Today, me, Bonnie and Xiao Ying went to watch Malaysian Open 2010 Finals!! hahaha it was so fun! Mikhail Youzhny played great, his single-backhand stroke was flawless! :O Andrey Golubev played well too. in short they were awesome! to watch them play live is totally different than to watch them on TV! sorry to show off my blondness, but this is my first time ok! urang kk bah ni.. anyways, here're some pictures taken just now. not in order though,.. enjoy! :P

OMG so many Caucasians there! see, there's alrdy one behind us! :P

Youzhny's single-backhand =)

a nice shot with a shitty camera =(

Price-giving ceremony

BONNIE, our swimmer =)

hawtchick, Xiao Ying, Bonnie

Men's doubles- Cermak/Mertimak serving

this year's singles finalists were indeed underdogs, as many were hoping for Soderling and Davydenko to meet in the finals. in fact, i've even heard some ang mohs talking about bhow they wanted soderling to play so much and stuff.. unfortunately, the both of them had lost embarrassingly. hard luck. oh well, at least there's a reason for them to be here next year again, right? :D

mens doubles were kinda hmmmmm.. not so exciting, mainly because their rallies were shorter and you don't get to feel the intensity as much as the singles's.

besides tennis stuff, thing had been pretty much the same, literature drafts, law assignments etc, etc. college life is the same, the only thing that i look forward to is ADAM LAMBERT'S concert! but i don't think i'll be going cuz apparently not many of my friends admire him. SAD OK!! it's suppose to be a day before my birthday! i might be able to celebrate with him and the crowd, BUT i'm most likely NOT going.

on the other hand, my college is organising an event called All Ball Brawl. basically it consists of 6 members playing four types of ball games - netball, basketball, futsal, dodgeball. i'm not sure whether i'm considered lucky or not, but i'm the weakest among my members! its all cuz of Siew Yen lah! go help me find members and not include me in her team. if they're average i don't mind, but the problem is all the other members are specialised in each game! and im not.

SAD OR NOT YOU TELL ME!

wanna know what's worse? i don't even have a proper pair of shoes to practise with! i have to borrow someone else's shoes to play ok! this is fucking sad. i just hope that i don't kill the team. literally! :O

okay its really late and i have classes tomorrow. see yah real soon!

xo, meijin o.O

2010-09-12T05:01:00.000+08:00

HEYA!! Went out with Averyl last last week, since she came to KL with her sis to visit me! hahah ok, to do Visa. =S anyways, I got to meet her new friend, Laurel and she's cool =) After chilling till around 12 am then I went back. Soooo gonna miss u Bachi! hope u do too! :P

Hmm TAYMUN was okayy I guess.. A bit boring but it was fine. At least I got my cert ;) muahahahh that's what matters the most, cuz I need something "nice" on my CV lol.

Anyways, its HARI RAYA!! & I'm stuck in the hostel. Got no where to go, maybe to a Malay friend's house tomorrow, in Ampang. Oh yeaaa Happy Hari Raya to you too, HAJARRRRR! This is the first time in many years I'm not celebrating with her. Well, since she has so many new friends, maybe she won't remember the times we had. lol I'M JUST KIDDING!! Of course, she'll remember me ;) she's my bitch man! :D

WELL, life's like that, nothing much changes. Seek for more updates yea

mwax, xoxo

2010-09-04T22:28:00.001+08:00

hello !! long time no update. its been a busy week and I will update asap next week after my mocks and conference!! :D weeee

2010-07-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

OMG SUPER EMBARRASSING DAY. don't need to know the details. just remember its really embarrasing and cuckoo. pffft! :S

goodnight! mwah

meijin.gaga

meeting up

2010-07-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to Sunway to meet Bryan, Dexter and one of their friend, Ivan. At first I almost didn't want to go cause its like so far, plus if I take a taxi its gonna mad expensive. Then luckily Bonnie came to the rescue. How? Well, she was suppose to meet her swimming friends there too, so I thought I could follow her. Unfortunately there was some complications, which I am kinda lazy to explain, since the fact was, I did go there, so yeaa.

Anyways, Bonnie asked me to stay over at her house for the night, to save the trouble of sending me back, since we have classes the next day. Then puff! off we go!

It was kinda jam at first, then it got cleared off, Thank God!! I reached there bout 8.30 pm, and hell yeah, I was LATE! Luckily they didn't blame me. After all, its better late than to ffj. We chat walked around, took pictures then finally decided to have a drink and um well, shisha. =) Then Bonnie and two of her friends came, sat with us and we chilled!

here're some pictures:

Ivan, me, Dexter.

Jaclyn, Bonnie, Sin Sian

Bryan acting "cool" pssh!

Overall, it was fun, maybe a bit dull at first but then it rocked at the end. Dexter flew back to Aussie today. Hope to see him in December in KK then we can club with the gang! May be meeting Bryan and Joanne some time here, hopefully.

That's all. bai!

meijin.gaga

updates!!!

2010-07-12T11:08:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello people!! Long time no update. I know u must have missed me =) Anyways, here're some pictures of my friends and I having a swimming outing at Bonnie's place. enjoy! <3

omg dunno why its not arranged in order. sorry! , I'm a lousy blogger! bhahahah just view from the bottom tp top okiez!

At night prepared to sleep! :D

you know who - =.=

Bonnie's room! =)

supposed to be me and bonnie, but my cam-whoring skills like shitt

better! :D

having a break after swimming. makan time!!

Alice spoiler! =P

National swimmer ;)

a view from Bonnie's house

Bonnie and Alice

me lah duh! :D

Conclusion:

It was fun, I think we're gonna plan another swimming outing again soon. Hopefully, fingers-crossed!!

take care peeps,

meijin.gaga

2010-07-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

WENT out with a bunch of my classmates today to KLCC. We wanted to visit Petrosains and also celebrate Bonnie's 18th birthday. Unfortunately, everywhere was full, don't know because its lunch time or a Friday. urghh soooo frustrating. So we ended up eating at a food court and decided to cut the cake there. haha Bonnie was so embarrassed loh with the non-stop singing session lol. After the cake, we headed off to Petrosains. It was kinda cool since I've never been there before, and there're really a lot of things to see and PLAY with! :D -sakai bha-

Here are some pictures I took. yeah I know, FINALLY!! haha

2010-06-24T16:46:00.001+08:00

long time no update. gonna update soon! bout malacca maybe..? its not too late right, after 2 weeks hahaha

home

2010-05-27T13:51:00.000+08:00

I'm wearing my house shirt, which I'd never wear before in KL. Then, I sniff myself.

OH SH*T.

i smell like my house.

I MISS HOME.

to think on the bright side, I'll be going back on the 29th (this saturday!!) wee! :D

hello

2010-05-14T12:47:00.000+08:00

hello

aku masih di sini! :D

mid valley

2010-05-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

Got a call from Ghai Siung saying he's in KL. i know, super random, all the way from kk leh! Then I met up with Jeremiah Chia and another friend to find Siung. Oh man, Siung is like "rusa masuk kampung"

me: come the Gardens eh.
him: ok

minutes later... on the phone

him: eh is gardens the one where there's grass and flowers?
me: omg hell no! its a building next to Mid Valley.

HAHAHA WEIRD MUCH? mentohsoikan us, Sabahans lah! hahahah

then, he left at 6+ without saying buhbye to catch a flight at 9. wth?! ughh

Later, the three of us went to watch Ip Man 2. SO NICE. i could watch it a few more times, and it's as good as the first. i bet i'm not the first person to say this. haih lame lah me today.

bye. =)

2010-04-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

goodbye Teddy.

you're gone,

and i don't have a picture of you.

sorry =(

2010-04-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

FUSEBALL AND POOL AND TABLE TENNIS EVERY FRIDAY!

its a must-

hahahha

OMGWTF!

2010-04-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

OMG this is such an embarrassing day. First, I ended school as usual at 2. Then, Travis was free till 3 so dunno how he came to my room. hahah don't worry, there's Abi too. hahah. yea, its not that funny actually cuz guys are not allowed to be in the opposite sex's room so as the girls. i know its fucky ugh-

Anyways, yea after Travis made it into the lift (which was hard cuz he has to "smuggle" in) we thought the coast was clear. Less than 5 mins after he came into my room someone knocked on the door.

Me: Ooi, the security oh!
Abi: No lah, its Siew Yen right?
Me: No lah, its the security guard lah! (big fuck)

SO I opened the door then he asked me and Travis to go down.

in the supervisor's room with a few more dudes to help supervise with a HUGE screen of CCTVs...

Supervisor: What's ur name?
Me: erm lmj
S: What is this guy doing in the your room?
M: oh, he has to help me move my things to another floor. (thank God the changing room thing saved me! it was true ok :D)
S: You realize that opposite sex is not allowed right? if he's not a resident then he has to register first.
M: ya meh? ohhhh...

he checks the name list...

S: Oh, you just moved in in March ah?
M: um yah..
S: ok this time I let you go ok.

SO that was how I got through. hahaha..? ok it was embarrassing lah shit. NEVER gonna happen again! hahah

xx

first day of school!

2010-03-23T12:37:00.000+08:00

SO my first day of school was okay lah, considering I have a new friend who's in the same group as me for all of my subjects. Cuz you see, their system is like very college-type. You have to enter the teacher's class, not the opposite. I know, its like "whatthefuck?!" So tiring lah. (Hajar, I think I'm gonna be very kurus when I come back! Jaga kau! :D)

SO I was late 30 mins for my first lesson, which was English Literature. Don't blame me, blame the shuttle bus! hahahah! Then I proceed to Law, same as Amylline. After that, we went for a bite at Roti Man. Tell u what, there's like NO lunch break! The only break you get is when the teacher let you out earlier by 15 mins. Other than that, NO BREAK! =( Guarantee skinny here ;) Later, I went for Economics class. The teacher is okay, I hope! =S its just my first day here eh. Then nothing much happened, went to meet Safwienah and had lunch at 2! You can see how packed my schedule is. Things here quite expensive also haih

Tomorrow will be a full day for me. 8 till 4 pm! Oh please, God be with me! *fingersX-ed*

thats all for now, stay tuned for more updates and sorry no pictures, i shy bah! and i need to make more friends first, SO ALL THE BEST TO ME K! ;)

xoxo

2010-03-19T10:46:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW IS ORIENTATION DAY! OMG! HAHAHAHA

2010-03-14T10:02:00.000+08:00

i don't know why i'm starting to get bored with the life i'm leading now. maybe it's because i've not been in school with the others like how we used to, getting all high and crazy. i'm gonna miss everything here. especially those gila moments with the gang, though i feel we have changed a little. emo much, so not me. hahaha

gotta start packing for KL! not very excited but hope for the best!

cheers,
meijin♥

SPM RESULTS ARE OUT!

2010-03-12T14:58:00.000+08:00

SO I guess all you know that SPM results came out today. If u didn't know then sorry lah, you're too outdated.

ANYWAY, you must be xxxtremely curious how I've done right??? (please say u are! :D)
Well, not bad lah, got 1 C, which is Add Maths, 1 B for Accounts, and 8 As for the others. A+, A- doesn't really matter kan?? hahah ok bah only 2 A+ faka.

I'm not trying to show off here, and even if I am, this is my blog lo. I post whatever I want, but my main point is, I just wanna tell my results. As simple as that =) After getting the results, of course some are happy while others are sad, but this is just the way life is. Don't be sad if u get shitty results ok!

Then me, Hajar, cym, August, Carmen and Jan went K-Box. Later, we met Shukmun and Camelia for a movie. Watched Alice In Wonderland. Not bad. Then a few of us went Damai for pool. As for me, being super-noob in pool, didn't play pool =) how smart ;)

so where can i go??

EAT lah, apa lagi!!

haih boring oh here lazy type. after that i go home.

Since I'm leaving soon, I decided to post some precious pictures of me and some friends! weee
enjoy:-

august, me, hajar

happy cheena new year!

2010-02-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO. I'm back again hahahah. So today's the 3rd day of CNY, and I woke up to realize my dog was missing. Yes, if you've heard bout my dog Lucky, she went missing. All of us were emo, and I kept wondering "who wanna steal a dog?". Cuz u see, Lucky doesn't wander around too far from my house, but somehow rather, we just couldn't find her. I can't eat properly, watch tv properly, neither can I nap soundly(you see how much she affects me). So after like dunno-how-many hours missing, my dad, bro and me went out to fetch my mom and also went house-visiting. Suddenly my maid called my dad and said she found DA DAWG. oh mama, thank goodness! Lucky was wandering in another lorong when my maid went out to look for her. She was in someone's house lying sadly. hahaha. fuck my dog, make me so sad =(. so this is the end of Lucky's adventure. I hope she didn't kena fuck by some other horny dogs.

On the other hand, CNY this year has been quite boring. Didn't get as many angpows as last year. But I definitely spent more time with my family. How? tinguk wayang lerr. hahaha My family and I watched 14 Blades, True Legend, and Little Big Soldier. Oh boy, I think I'm starting to enjoy action movies, especially Donnie Yen (14Blades). Oh his body, real or not, his body's damn phewit! hahaha, I know, he's married and old, but you have to give credits to his movies. Very, very serious. =)

OH WELL, I WISH ALL OF YOU A MERRY CHINESE NEW YEAR, hope for the good and shoo the bad!

p/s- so hooked on to OneRepublic's All The Right Moves. youtube yourself lah, aqu malass heehee

xo gaga.

2010-01-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

SO I was facebook-ing with Alex, Stephen, and Amylline bout a picture of Alex's schoolmate in IS. Well, he's quite tall and buff, which makes us all start talking bout him. But seriously, whothefuck knows him! Then we were like talking how hot is he, when wanna go IS and check him out, how to do so, man hunting and shits la. Suddenly there's this girl who came up to me in FB saying that that dude has a girlfriend and all those shits. Of course I was like " Er.. ok sorry? " Straight away I told Stephen and the rest bout it then we discussed on what's the woman's point. After a while of pro computer skills from Alex, he found out that this faka is the girlfriend of the hottie dude. WHATHEFARK oh?! Why can't she just tell me she is the girlfriend instead of pretending she is the gf of the dude. Ugh buduh btul bah these people nowadays.

Anyways, we were messaging(in FB) each other where she asked me to back off and me asking her to go get a life. She went apologizing and asked me to keep it to myself. HELLO?! She is the one not keeping things to herself lo! She went telling all her 'sisters' about me wanna go seduce her boyfriend, and she even ask me to "Shut Up and Die" , "Don't Get Something U Can't" all those bullfucks la. I mean, what is your problem oh?! We are just discussing how good-looking your bf is.. WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL YO' Don't try to act nice in front of me when you're shitting me behind my back-

HAIH finally I think its over, I hope. What a lifeless kid. Wait, she's very old lo! 20 years already lo! whoops what a childish Ah Ma HAHAHAHA

There's something more in the middle, but I'm too lazy to type cuz you know, it will really sound like shit, but hey, who's the fool here. So for further scoops, find me personally and I will tell you ALL hahahaha i know i'm mean, so? She ain't a good keeper also!

lace up & save lives yo!

2010-01-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

HEY people!! So, today was quite okay. Even though I didn't get to join Stephen&da'gang, but I had my own adventure, Yeah, Adventure. Hmm, I went Kota Marudu today with family, as my cousin had some work to do there. After that, we went Gayang Restaurant to eat dinner. Then I saw Yii, Averyl's friend in Aussie who also sent her off that day. So I'd thought he might remember me from the airport, who knows when i waved in front of him and smiled (yes, i totally shitted myself in front of him) he went frowning at me. WHATS MEANS?! He don't fking remembers me! Haih poor me made a fool out of myself. End up, I quickly turned away and started swearing- ShitFuckKimak. I couldn't enjoy the food since he was sitting at the next table- DoubleShitFuckKimak. UGHH

Anyways, after the embarrassing moment, we decided to go 1Borneo for a walk. There, I bought a pair of Nike shoe laces which help saves lives in Africa. You should support them too, since it only costs RM 15. Many football players are using them too, such as Didier Drogba and Andrei Arshavin. Kobe Bryant also uses them too, so you can see how supportive are them. What are you waiting for? Hurry and got one yourself! :D

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MERRY 2010!

2010-01-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

YAY! My first post for 2010! Hmm, I know I haven't been blogging since like what, forever? Hahaha, few months only okay! Well, I just hope for the better this year. I dunno what to say right now, cuz it'll be kinda random, after such a long time of not blogging. Many of u all already gave up hope on my blog and not reading it. UH, SORRY lah boss. I'm just too lazy to blog. Besides, I don't have much topics to talk bout, since I'm not that observant.

Its a very sad day today. Why? My dearest Averyl left us! =( She totally ditched us and elope with her imaginary bf to UK! ugh, why is this happening?! I'm really gonna miss u bachi. *sobs* At least we made the best out of this year, right? We will do many more stuffs when u come back k!

Quite tired now, guess I'd better curl up in my bed.

xo,
meijin.

oh dear

2009-09-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

fuck.ithoughtiwasoveritbutithurtssobadwhenisawyouwithHer.

ouch! someone help me

pulau

2009-09-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

HEY!

Just came back from pulau yesterday, and oh, it was a blast! hahah, we arrived at 8 something and left bout 9. The minute we reached Manukan, we quickly settle down and everyone started putting sunblock on and eating. Then, it was WATER TIME! We snorkeled around when suddenly we this stupid Aaron Chin go shout got snake in the water. All of us panicked and kicked the water as hard as we could. Fuck him man, when we got on the shore then we realized it was just a stupid prank. Oh, what an asshole=(

THEN we went to play Banana Boat. I was terrified and almost didnt want to play. Luckily, I was brave enough to play! So I went on the banana and off we sped! We screamed and shout till our lungs come out! Then suddenly Shanna got kicked on the face by Sucy and it bleed. Lol. After our rides we just wanted to hang out longer so we just jump in the pool with different poses. Video of it can be viewed on Facebook. Hopefully Lydia uploads it!

Too bad for cym, she got stuck with her bf. Though she wanted to play, but her man just wouldnt let. Boo=( Next time then hahah.

Bout 3 the boat arrived and we went to Sutera to shower. Then, the others went Centre to watch movie, but not me as I was like freaking tired. Pictures can be viewed in my facebook, heheh or hajar's.. come add me la hahah So that was all for yesterday.

Stay Tuned! =)

an outing=)

2009-08-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO. its been a while since i blogged. hahah, i know stephen and charles have been waiting for this post for a VERY VERY long time. sorry bah! heehee

OK, so Averyl, Ah Ngan & Sis, Charles and I went 1Borneo today. As usual, we met there and ate at Wagamama. Amazingly spent about RM 60++ after the discount. Then I kinda forgot what we did but I remembered we went MNG and Ah Ngan and her sister bought some clothes.Next,, we went Parkson Grand, and believe me, it is kinda grand. ahaha ah ngan bought bras and then we went secret recipe again. U KNOW AH, THIS AVERYL AH IS A TOTAL SPOILER.

why?? read on!

1. She ffj us. said wanna go pulau then suddenly cancelled. UGHH!!
2. She had to go back by 4.30 which made us can't go movie. UGHH UGHH!

BUT luckily she stayed till 5 something and so me charles and ahngan went CP watch movie. okay I know its kinda late to say it but, GI JOE was nice. I know many people watched it already bah yiish! OK Maybe ah ngan and charles didn't like it so much but sorry lah. Next outing I follow u all k.

Then we went Heng Long at Warisan to eat. fcking exxy so ask them eat shit. Then, we went Sasa to buy some velcro-gay-shitz for charles then he went home. Since ahngan wanted to stay longer then we went drinking at Shamrock. Just when we wanted to leave, Superstar Averyl came again. Go BED konon. Ass oh her. Too bad, we gotta bounce. Hope she had fun.

So I guessed that was all for tonight. Gotta do this more often since Charles's leaving soon. No, I won't cry anymore lah, HAHAHA. Btw, pics are with Charles. please visit his blog to view my hot pics, *ahem, i meant OUR hot pics. HAHAHA

take care.

2009-06-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

ok bah u all this kan, make me feel bad. so i went out with Averyl, Amy, and Ah Ngan aka wong oi ying. so we were like in 1b doing nothing while waiting for ah ngan to finish her tuition and join us. after she came we went for a movie and watched 17 again. OMG ZAC EFRON IS A MUST-F*CK DUDE! he was freaking hot in the movie. u gotta watch it man. charles go download, and also stephen. WAIT! downloading movies in NZ is exxy right? && the cinema is wayy too unaffordable right?? haha WHOOPSIE too bad for u . hahah. so after watching the movie we went Sushi King and ate some sushi. like duh, what can u eat in a sushi shop?- sushi lah! ok bah.

after that we went back Centre using taxi cuz the next ride back to cp is only after 6, and amylline's dad is coming at 6 to fetch her. SO we took the buss. like so damn exp man! oh man the taxi totally ripped us off! RM 25 for four person? pls lah 5 ringgit pun teda oh. well, maybe got but surely not more than 10 bucks! haih byebye money lo.

not too long later ah ngan's driver came and we(me and averyl) followed her home, since we didn't want to go home so early. amylline had to wait in the bookstore. poor amy. after reaching ah ngan's house, we hanged around a lil bit then went up to her room. while we were chatting and me embarrasingly was scratching my tummy, (as in the nasty itchy yucky type) suddenly ah ngan's bro dashed in. YEAP, the hot/cute one. he was STUNNED when he saw us lying on the bed. he was actually looking for some cards konon. he just wanna check us out and pretend it was a coincidence. pssh, its lame la okay. hahah so then we ate dinner and watched 2oo pounds beauty. then, averyl went home. an hr later my dad came. so i guess that's it for today.

will update about last week's road trip to the (stinking piece of shit) zoo in Lok Kawi and this coming Saturday's pulau! The Friday Night gang will be there. pls pray i get to meet hot ang mohs then we can change phone numbers and add me on FB! jajajajjah =D

k k gotta go. it ain't early now.

stay cool people,
MEI JIN, THE *SUPERSTAR*

school life

2009-05-16T18:17:00.000+08:00

YALA YALA I know i have not been updating for a very very long time. therefore, i hope this post will be long enough to redeem my mistakes. (correct? harhar=) ) good news for my beloved readers i got "sexy" pics for you all today!! but before that let me update u bout things happening in school.
Conclusion, everything is the same except for some changes. oh well, changes do happen everyday. what can i say?.. haiyah i think i'm lazy to type already. too busy with myself. so just view the pics la ok. ignore the quality pls. here's to u-stephen and charles! -->

me and john

me john cym

our sex pose

hajar too ganas

me hajar john

look at her face!

kiss me baby

me and averyl

our class teacher, Siti

jan and alfred wong

ah heng and zhubs

stretching our pits

XOXO'S

sucking tits

yea yeah-our new high-5

hajar must eat!

three of us

beautiful??

amylline and lalitha

hajar ban ker ai-i have more of these!

whoops hajar

YEA YEAH

MY NEW BF

small girl, big pits

i blow kisses

aren't we just cute?=)

my informal kerja amal

amylline's broken leg

chang yin man

john tan

gerald and jack

just watch it-

WHOAH I TOOK SOOO LONG TO FINISH UPLOADING THESE SEXY PICS. tired like hell. and i stink like hell too. bad day today. FUCK *u**. she thinks she's so great. doesn't mean ur bro got gang makes u a hero! fuck u bitch. hajar and i hate u lah. stop ur un-funny actions and go home. No one wants to see ur ugly face with those ugly expressions! HAHAH- a word of anger.

k lah i think thats long enough . take care everyone!

2009-04-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

SO lazy lately. I dont feel like doing anything at all.. just finished Penilaian paper 2 today. hopefully its not disappointing. averyl's bday coming soon! where to go? TOP SECRET.

gonna update soon. promise? hahah ok lah, see first=)

got lotsa h/w to do. gotta go. at least i update, stephen. hahha k lah. unblock ur blog and quit getting scared ppl think ur naive or whatsoever k.

love, mj.

2009-03-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

SORRY for not updating recently, even though someone says apologizing is useless.wtf him!. anyways, school results really spoilt my mood. erm, its actually ok lah, just a little shitty ones. ok, skip that part. Hmm, school's not that fun lately but still ok lah. we do get our high moments sometimes. eg, today. me and hajar wanted to pass up our corrections during the 4th recess. so we went to staffroom A lo. in side there after passing up the corrections we decided to stay a while in there. we were like walking around pretending we were finding some teachers. then geo teacher saw us and asked what are we doing, then we terus say jalan jalan. but at that time we were already laughing our heads off! so we walked here and there, to and fro, and even lee dao ming's seat there where there's a sink then we got stuck. i asked hajar where to go? she said cuci tangan-lah! then we laughed again HAHAHHAHAHA. then, we wanted to attck Staffroom B. so we went up. Inside there we saw Bm teacher, Rainty eating kfc then i smiled at her and continued our roaming. since the teachers there are fiercer, we went to talk to our moral teacher, which is also our bm teacher last year. she was asking us what we wanted then hajar said i haven't finish my tugasan harian. then i said hajar wanted to join moral class. we laughed HAHAHAHAH then walked around again. but we left soon cuz this Nelseon Chin was staring at us. shit him.

Maybe u might think that this's boring but that's we live our lives in school now. u should know how things change.=(

outings!!

2009-03-17T14:10:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating for quite a while. i had exams last week and was lazy to type. since its holidays, i will try my best to update as much as possible k. btw, i'm goin out tmr to 1b so hopefully i have something to blog about! stay tuned people! =D

xoxo,
meijin

2009-02-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

here's some pics of us that day during hse party. lazy wanna type bah-

note: this happened quite a long time. its actually for u all to see the beauty of my pretty friends. i din say me ok?! hahah

-enjoy-

life in school

2009-02-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

SINCE stephen wants people to update, let me be the first one lah, cuz i know u all won't wanna bother him at all. see, i'm such a good friend kan;)

TODAY we had like 2 tests. first was Sejarah, then Chinese ting xie. wtf, it was 2 tests in a row! Sej was like freaking hard lo ok! the teacher tested us on those yang in front punya and those infos at the back she didn't even bother to test us. the sad thing is, i BERUSAHA like SO SO SO hard studying the back part and came out the front part which i less studied. so, overall, not good lo! =( then tmr got maths and chinese test AGAIN! ugh i don know how much more i can take. i can shitfck.

THEN during our first club meeting of the year, we had KFC, AGAIN! why can't they serve other food besides KFC?! like babi perhaps?? heheh, sorry hajar, main-main saja=). this is the funniest part for the day. since we ate KFC, we didn't bother much whether it was tasty or not- first, we went to the teacher's place there to get our food. then considering we are as hungry as a pig, we kinda carried the whole bucket of KFC's to our place. then we started munching lorr. Suddenly, we realised the chicken waste a lil tasteless. So, i, the brave one went to teacher's desk to get some chilli sauce. since we are always hungry, we figured one patch of sauce wasn't enough, therefore i erm.. took th e bootle to our place. Consequently, we felt a lil thirsty so i, the brave one as usual, went to teacher's desk again and get ourselves some drinks. while i was choosing the drinks, i think my hands were kinda itchy then i took half a dozen of Chrysanthemum Tea and brought them to our place. erm considering our greediness, we put the drinks into hajar's bag and i went to take some more.. then, we started eating. so long then we eat la! while eating we chatted with our class teache cuz she's one of our club advisor. she's ok, talked bout her bf a lil, stuffs in class. when almost finishing our chicks, we decided to steal, i mean take the bottle of chilli sauce. so yeah, that was it. went to cym's club and joined their truth-or-dare game. lastly, revealed some of their deepest darkest secrets. wanna know? eat shit la i'm a good friend ok, i won't tell ppl who's amylline's first crush and cym's shits lor=)

AFTER school my bro and i went tennis. while KK Chin was "feeding" me with balls, somehow i kena possessed by Nadal and i hit his style. u know his swing is like u hit the ball then spin ur racket around ur head.. hello?! nvm la if u dunno. too bad it was only that one ball=( others like shit! shitshitshit.

THEN came home bathed then tuition.

thats all for today. this is especially dedicated to our dearly missed stephen born in the yr 1992, 8th Sept. see, i remember lo ok! gerald is also trying extremely hard to rmb everyone's bday. so u all better support him!

can't wait for hse party tmr! and some more partayys later tht night!!

freaking shitty sports day

2009-02-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS FRIGGIN WET AND I HATE IT. I HOPE THE RAIN STOPS TMR SO THAT I CAN SEE MY GOOD FRIEND CYM RUN AND SCREAM AND GET MY MOOD BACK. SHIT THE RAIN

P/S: GOD, PLS HEAR MY PRAYERS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS I LOVE U

Gong Xi Fa Cai and STEPHEN-lah make me do this! =D

2009-01-31T21:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
I hope u'll have a better year this year in studies as well as everything u do!

Last but not least, ANGPOW LAI LAI!!

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. i love RICE forever and ever even though all my friends are tired if hearing them.
2. i hope i can excel in my SPM this year.
3. i hope to improve my tennis.
4. i would love to be on Oprah's shows.
5. i hope to find my dream boy.
6. i want a new phone. ;)
7. i wish to live rich and fabulous.
8. i wanna LOSE WEIGHT.
9. i wanna grow taller. just a lil will do=)
10. i miss my friends in Canada and NZ.
11. i wish time could pass faster so that i can see them.
12. i wanna have parties and go clubbing with more luck. yeah, LUCK.
13. i wanna make more friends.
14. i hope i can do the things i like in the future.
15. i wanna travel to European countries or just visit my friends there.
16. i hope to be a better person in this new year.

those who have been tagged are:
shuk mun - cuz i feel like tagging her.
charles - cuz i wanna know what has he been doing lately.
zoe - cuz she's my friend lah.
yinman - cuz she seriously needs to update her blog!
max - cuz i can't tag averyl nor stephen and max is all i can think of- no offense max;)

Benjamin's Party

2009-01-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

LAST Saturday, we all were invited to Benjamin's gathering. First, I went to Shuk Mun's house then we went to Benjamin's house together. Gerald and Alex were there too. At bout 7 we arrived his house and it was FABULOUS!! His mom renovated the house with good taste! hahah . So after all the people arrived, we go makan! At first we thought the food wasn't enough cuz not many brought food (it's a pot-luck gathering). After eating, we played Ronald's Nintendo Wii. WAH punyalah main syok! u just swing the remote and it works. He has tennis, dancing and even Cooking Mama! IT'S GREAT FUN!! Basically, our main activity was playing Wii, Wet Head and chatting.

SO, these are the pics i grab from Shukmun's blog.

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I don't know what happened I couldn't copy her pictures. Nevermind then, next time i take myself. hahah

2009-01-11T15:02:00.000+08:00

WHAT am I to say?.. My blog's been dying lately and i have nothing to talk about, until now- there's this bunch of Japanese students who came to our school for some cultural exchange? lOl wth is that? Anyways, cym and shukmun and han adopted a kid of their own. Well, i did make friends to them, though cym's one was a bit shy- cuz cym is also shy! So we played with han's anak and also eddy's son. All Japanese looks a lil gay lah ok, hard to deny but that dude was ok. He even asked me if i got facebook! hahah how cool is that. OK FINE I'm just a lil excited that's it. Don't get me the wrong way.

SO we all went to Centre for a movie today. Then Gerald and I decided to buy the Japanese dude a giant Liverpool poster, since he's a great fan- LIKE US!! woah how often do u meet strangers who has the same interest in football! So i think it's a good buy, I hope he likes it=)

alright i guess i gotta bounce, Liverpool's playing. see ya!

2008-12-31T02:29:00.000+08:00

my blog is dying slowly. serious. but i won't let it die, i know i always break my promise wanna update but i didn't. sorry la bah bosses, no where to go nth to blog, no interest in anything. hahah so sad i know. hopefully got something to blog on new year 2009.

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS! =D

2008-12-24T15:19:00.000+08:00

will be updating my blog soon bout the past. do not laugh! i know its 'the past' but just stay tuned k!

xoxo, meijin=)

cp

2008-12-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

HEY gangstas out there!=) hahah the mood's back and we (cym, averyl, me) went to centre today. well, even though it was just the three of us we still had our high moments. basically we just accompany cym shop the whole cp, since the buss to 1b was full till 240 pm. dreadful, i know! so, we went to eat at char chan teng(forget the new name, i dunno what is it called=( ) the friggin fried rice was so not french and wth so exxy. should've gone to mamak stall! hahah i know averyl scared bah ish! =D

CYM just bought a Guess? tee and some skin products from The Face Shop. there, i was made a hamster to try on the eye-liner, and trust me, it was definitely my first time hitting the streets with it. so looked kinda emo but most of all, i think i looked like a man in a woman's body being emo. ugh fuck that whatever that is. i'm a lady! heehee=D

I did the carrying of the things since i wanna look rich and fabulous. but seriously, i think WE did look hawt. esp cym u know lah.

ok lets cut the crap.

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AFTER walking for hours we all decided to have a seat in secret warisan. i din really feel like goin in there cuz the last few times i went there i got a bit high and shouted the so-call hot waiter's name. But then i've been goin back there like 2 times already so i think he forgive me lah, hopefully! so we sat upstairs.. and took some ss pics while waiting for cym finish her gourmet chick. i know my blog is getting all emo lately so i've decided to post the pics. hahah untunglah u averyl. sorry cym i didnt want to disturb u eating=)

playin with the lights in secret

shit i dunno why.

erm.. i look like i wanna get laid kah? lol

now she looks like she wanna get laid hahah

she thinks she's pretty. ok bah kan..? *gulp

oh i found cym's pic. bad quality, it ain't me takin da pic cuz u know la who kan hahah

WENT for a movie with them. watched Wild Child. ya i know its old but ppl, we've been goin thru a bad period bah, no mood. so, the conclusn is... its ok lah. its just the stormrider guy whom Poppy fell in love with-duh! hahah, i feel like a bitch now.

in case u din know how it looked like for those ppl lamer than me hahah no offense bah. i just wanna post some pictures, thats all.

K lah thats it for today. later.

school holidays

2008-12-14T15:16:00.000+08:00

ITS school holidays and i know its fun cuz u get to go out but it may be boring if u're not goin out. like me,, kawan gone mood pun gone. as u all know, since stephen is our planner, he always calls us out for outing and makes us high. yeah, so what?! he's not here now! ok bah, very sad to talk about it, i know! but i just can't help. Things are just different without him. yea, i know its just like what? 2 days? and i'm already hanging on the wall.. oh gawd i hope stephen doesn't sees this, or else he's gonna get sooo prasan. (right stephen??) hahah. though next year's gonna be a tough year without stephen + strangers everywhere in our class, i'm prepared to not go out so much next year. Study year mah.. spm lo wanna fail is it?!

no..

I wonder stephen likes my present or not?? what bout my card?? my card really very nice la. i chose it the first time with my right hand. then i never took any more cards. fated leh hahah friends only, i know.

I seriously hope stephen doesn't read this post, or else i will have to hide. its all about him oh!=(

bye

2008-12-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

OH no. the song i'm listening is killing me, so sad oh=( i've just read cym's blog. so sad la pls make my eyes shit only.. i hate u oh! ok bah, i'm fine bah. haih, see so fast stephen fly already. yesterday i was just bloggin when is stephen leaving and now..! GONE la pls. all those touching-hearts speech i suck, so how am i suppose to make him cry?? no way- he didn't even shed a single tear. well, maybe he did after we were gone. maybe he's just holding back his tears and showing us that he's tough. God who knows- all of us cried and i din even get a proper hug. wth?! no french kiss also, his parents there bah. how oh.

OK bah i hope stephen likes my card. very nice la. got smooches oh hahah. but blame me, i din even took a picture on the formal shirt i gave him. boo=(

oh no, stephen's gone=(

2008-12-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

AFTER reading over all the shits i wrote yesterday, i decided to delete it. yes, you've heard me, i'm deleting it. no big deal lah actually. all the good and bad stuffs we all remember will do. also nobody touched, i feel shitty again, so i better delete it. u know what, i even draft my blog just to make it nice, but nevermind.. i feel like shit right now. just remember who belanja u ur first ice-cream k? ;) hahah

THOSE things we did before we still can do it again mah right?? playing water, fighting, singing still can do but the only difference is that its not in school, where ppl surround us and just laughed, where zoe will start to say you're my *ahem, which is so not true. one reason i won't fall in love is u that u gave me lots of bad memories u know?! especially in junior 2.. now u remember eh? hahah its ok lah i forgive u.

I'LL remember u, buddy! friends forever lah k;)

all the best, Stephen.

remember me, the one who loves rice k!

=)

love, love, love, with hugs but no kisses:

Mei Jin.

oh no, ur gone tomorrow=(

first day in Hang zhou

2008-11-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

HEY guys! I'm currently in HangZhou having my hols! its quite tiring travelling for at least 5 hrs in plane but its worth the shot! the weather here is rather breezy (means COLD) but i still can survive! hahah. Penang was fun with their foods and Hokkien dialect, but my aunt's cooking was the best! As for the hawker stalls, erm, i might give it a 6/10? it ain't that nice. maybe its because i dont really know where the attraction is. Anyways, it was OK.

THEN i went KL. 2 days only, nothing much la, Mid Valley also tidak sempat finish walking, maybe next time..

BUT Hang Zhou is NICE! people here are more civillised than what i had in mind. and guess what?? all girls will surely like it! THE GUYS HERE ARE FCKING HOT/ SEXY/ CUTE/ ADORABLE!! even the bell-boyS are cute man! the tour buss also! what the hell man! this place turns me on! hahah,as for the girls not bad la, guys' quality is better!!:D goin to West Lake tmr, as well as some Chinese-making-tea factory (Longjing tea??)

MY next stop is to Shanghai. hopefully it will not be disappointing, and wish me luck! i hope i won't suffer from coldness.

GOTTA PEEP AT BELL-BOYS, THEY'RE CALLING ME=) SEE YA NEXT TIME!

sorry, pics unavailable yet. will update soon=)

tennis and other shits

2008-11-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

YO man!

RECENTLY i'm into tennis and i am sooo lovin it! <3<3<3 anyways, today is my second lesson under KK Chin's coaching. People seem to say that he's snobbish and stuff but so far i think he's ok lah, excluding the money-faced part. I hope he doesn't get pissed off by me.. My muscles are now aching and i think they're torn, so i need a rest. Too bad I'll be continuing next month since i won't be around for the month. All my friends are sooo gonna be pros! Then i'm gonna suck, i don't want lah- being the weaker one and get fucked by my friends. hahah, hopefully i won't suck that bad.

TOMORROW we (Amylline, Averyl, me and maybe others) are going to Sutera to do some exercise. Activities including gym, cycling and SWIMMING are what we will be doing. I just can't wait for the swimming part! Swimming at night is sooo fun, cuz no one there and its cold and most of all people will NOT see ur fats! cool eh=)

THEN on Wednesday Stephen asks us to go jalan. Unfortunately, many people for some unknown reasons just wouldn't reply his messages! Very weird kan! He's so pissed and wants me to mention their names but NO. People are gonna hate me for this. I have no idea why am i siding him, maybe cuz he'll be leaving and i wanna please him?? oh gawd.. (Are u happy enough, Stephen?)

THIS part makes me wanna cry man. without Stephen we won't be able to get high and have random and weird ideas already=(.. I think i'm gonna cry. Stephen, if you're reading this, u better cry for me cuz i'm crying for u! I'm serious, i know u suck most of the times and i rock, but i'm gonna miss u. I know i will, that's for sure:D

TOO bad my travellings came at the wrong time. We can go out more often and play but its okay, i'll buy u more presents. See how good i am, making u my major priority, so u better not forget me k. I think i should stop or i'm really gonna shit in my eye. I hate u.

the day in pulau manukan.

2008-10-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

SO the party thing was OK i guess.. if i'm not mistaken, all of us did have fun. first we meet at sutera harbour jetty to pay the thing, get life jackets & snorkeling gears and load the foods on the boat and get our asses to the pulau. one thing that i wasnt really syok of was the printer to print the receipt broke down so we had to wait like half to forty mins. yea, it was kinda long but we chatted with one another, so we manage to get thru it.

THE boat ride was fun, we screamed all the way whenever there was a big tide. after we settle down we cut the cake cuz it melts really fast!! btw, stephen saw my cake in the fridge of secret recipe!! so cool right i know. k then we started swimming and snorkeled. the shells or bones or whatever u call it on the shore really hurts! till now, my toes blue-black. fuck that thing.

ANYWAYS,, we saw quite a lot of fishes, and seaweeds too!(if thats what u call the sea grass). it tickles ur feet then u might think its a shit thats pulling u. scary right?? yes, it is. then we even played with the sand and the girls bury themselves. as for the guys, do the job! they dug holes to bury us then we pretended as if we had dicks by sticking sticks on our p**sies.

SINCE its the jelly fish season, i got stung 3 times by the baby jelly fish! luckily its small so it didnt really hurt. but it gave us lots of FUN! as we all know, gerald the good-boy rascal made use of the plastic bag in the water to scare cym. yes, its mean but we all lauged till our lungs come out. so as usual cym screamed.

I think averyl is totally obsessed with gerald. "even in ur blog also wanna put u and gerald's tgt!" hahah, but i prefer averyl flirt with gerald more than s******e with gerald. slut!

AT bout 2 pm the rain start to come and we went home. took our bath in sutera then the Guinness Sabah Record thing came. 9 of us fit into my mom's pick-up to go to centre. halfway, it was raining and there was a minor jam. luckily, we were able to get there safely. watched Max Payne and then soon went home. the show wasnt that bad, so dont listen to averyl!

BY the time i got home i ate dinner and my whole body got RED. i love the SUN and therefore i love it red, though it kinda hurt.

THANK YOU for coming, and i hope u guys had fun!

sorry, most pics are with stephen and zoe.

the day will come!!

2008-10-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

HEY peeps!! OMG i'm really excited to blog, i dunno why. anyways, my last post really freaked me out cuz so long i din blog. like since ever! alright, so exam's officially OVER! i think i did much better compared to last time. thank God!

YTD was my day, and its ok if u din say it, i'm cool, i'm cool.. so i really cant wait to celebrate it tmr=) this's the plan:

Venue: Pulau Manukan
Time : 0830~1430

and i really cant wait!! i really wanna apologize to those quite close to me but not invited. lol, dont make me feel bad here! i dont wanna explain why. there is a reason behind it, so hope u don't mind k! ok..

i'm starting to miss my friends.. like charles and emily tan and teresa. oh gawd, this feeling sucks like shit man! how i wish we could stay in the past but at the same time i want my future.. so,, it means that.. i also dunno. i hope they're doing great.

back in town!

2008-08-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO ppl! its been such a long time since i didn't blog. first i said after exam, then a week after exam.. so now, i'm doing my job! as all of u readers now, i ain't workin doll, unlike charles always got interesting stories to talk and share about. mine's just crap. always=(

MOST of the exam papers have been returned. didn't do so well this time. a lot of problems i dunno why..? anyway, who cares? ppl come here to blog bout nice stuffs.. i got! but i don have pics, so i guess even if i tell stories ppl wont wanna read, right? YES! good~

PEOPLE around us are leaving one by one lately. which means our gang is losing members day by day. how sad =( i hope we get high as long as possible=) borin oh go shit fis la bye=)

my life

2008-07-20T11:48:00.000+08:00

HEY everybody! yea charles, i got u=) so,, how was my day today? that's what i'm sharing today. first, after school i went to mum's office for lunch then went Bukit Padang to buy some groceries for tomorrow's dinner, as my mum's playing mahjong with a bunch of friends, lOl, like that concerns u=) anyhow, after that we went home to get some rest before our badminton practice.

AS i was sleeping, i think i had a weird and funny dream. i dream bout being in sch, then a friend of mine fell in love with this dude whose bro touched my ass . the ass part is real, so it kinda came out weird, but i've soon forgotten the whole story. like duh! its just a freaking dream! :D then i woke up dizzily changed, then went for a game with my family. kinda fun, tiring's the most-

SOMETHING happened in school today, and which my classmates will surely know bout it, except ppl like charles, boo=( anyway, here's the story. this hajar go play us out la, saying that she's leaving next week, and ask us to keep it a secret till the last week of her stay. then she changed her story to leaving next week. tiba-tiba jan started to cry, then kaline (what does it have to do with her?! mengada-ngada oh!.. ssh!) then went to cym's turn she so sakai until attract Ms. Voo's attention. she went there and luckily she din ask why is cym crying.. i think she knows la pls so red her eyes.. but what we didn't know was zoe was already crying, worse than anyone could imagine. hahah, sry zoe, i know i'm not supposed to laugh but its just so weird! then hajar heard her sob, terus go confess.. "Zoe, i was just kidding only" lOl, she terus look at hajar then went on crying. i dunno why i feel its funny la, hahaha! then zoe marah her ald, din talk to her for the rest of the day. padan muka hajar hahaha!

BUT seriously hajar, this ain't funny. it gets on my nerves when she keep on saying she's just playing. that's not right to play with other's feelings. luckily i din cry if not i'm gonna fall in her trap. lucky me=)

OMG i cant wait for tmr! we're gonna watch movie then buy 7K's materials i.e. cloth, sequince, etc.. its gonna be sooo fun! too bad, tian chai, averyl and amylline couldn't go=( amy and averyl their mom don let, tc he got ballroom dancing lessons, later cant make it, lOl, oh well, we'll still gonna have lotsa fun though they're not here=)

I think my post today's kinda boring, hope u all fellow ppl won't mind, still, its better blogging sth rather than nothing, rite..?? okok i get it. nites!=)

RANdom

2008-07-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

OK figuring i was pretty mean just now, let's start fresh. still, i can't wait for 7k! okie.. then goes oh no!! i gotta start my hit counter all over again! wtf?!! arghh now ppl will think i'm a newbie here fickh!! okay maybe i am still kinda new. but i lost my old hit counter, so i shall do it all over again=( and i think i suck at these blog shitz. i get blurr with the codes la, i seriously need help! and my clock's making me lose track of my time. its at night what, but they show its in the morning-7 am! saki go comb ur hair la. haihh, double help here!!

not being mean!

2008-07-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

OH yea so the whole of our gang is shitting up someone. who? uh-uh silent speaks=) all i can say is the person was really really... REALLY knocking my head..? anyway, first thing in the morning she go pulling my arm saying "OMG he called me last night! and we even chat for hrs!" frm 12 till 2, 2 till dunno when. u call me, i call u its still the same what! so,,, she went on her stories and of cuz, i also busybody go ask her la. but i think the dude seriously likes her lo! why? see her inbox la! lOl, then all of us were like wondering why she can get someone to like her but we, oh no! such failure..

I don't wanna talk bad bout ppl cuz 1st, i'm not in their "porn" club, 2nd i feel kinda mean (cym control pls!:D) 3rd, i just came to know bout it. so, yeah la that's it la! apaden?? but the dude has the same nationality as me lor! as least half.. i think we more ngam, whoops! i forgot i got my own biz to deal with so, he's not for me=) she should go with ppl like clement kan, as they all said, yikes! now that's mean. oh well, i just think that the dude doesn't really know her attitude and stuff. and when he comes to know all about it, he's sooo gonna ditch her.. its real what! she is... a slut. veryy sluttish! trust me, she's my classmate.

OPEN UR EYES, DUDE! :D

Today

2008-07-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

HEY guys! i just wanted to share with u all my outing for today. it was kinda fun, since i bought some clothes from Karamunsing and City Mall. then went with mum for a foot massage. the hot stones they put on my skin so freakin hot la! but okok also la.. at least i got myself relaxed=) here are the pics of my clothes i bought just now. i know la sikit only;)

the pants from Bingo, they're having sales!

the blouse from Karamunsing, recommended by Averyl and Amylline=)

I can't wait for 7K!! ommf its sooo gonna be fun, at least that's what i hope for=) we plan to go Sutera at about 12 then i dunno what we're gonna there maybe go to the gym, walk the 7K then bath then home. some of us even plan of swimming! hahah that's if we can stand! oh well, i think its gonna be GREAT!

welcome back!

2008-07-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

AND so the crowd cheer for me as i return blogging. oh well, just lack
of mood, i say?? dunno wat to blog la seriously. first, i aint got no 'chio' camera also, 2nd u know i cacat in comp. see those codes i trus hang ald. hahah(laugh pls). oh well, today we went upperstar for a gathering to wish Teresa bon voyage.. so here are the pics. ENJOY!

WAITT! i don have the pics yet.. wait till i get it frm shuk mun then i'll consider posting la.. i only got teacher's day one oh. sry guys! but still, enjoy! =)

choo-choo train. nice kan!!

oh miss selena~

hajar dan i

we feast hungy dolls!

just when i changed my skin and get the mood to blog, teda pics, skin pun cacat. muz call 999 lo! shuk where are u?? help me! hahah pls be patient with my annoyin skin, it will be better soon=)

2008-06-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

I have so much to say but i just cant. i need to keep it to myself, at least that's what i told myself. when its over maybe i'll mention. sorry dude, mood swings lately. no mood to blog. i feel like shit. urghh=(

whaddaya say..?

2008-06-18T12:33:00.000+08:00

YEA babe sup..? i've been terribly sick this week, with the so-called tummy infection which lasted for more than a week! wth?! i've tried seeing the doc, traditional thing (berbekam-lol,laugh pls!) then went back for another doctor. what could be worse than this?! oh man, thank GOD i think i'm recovering pretty well=)

THINGS have been okayy lately. no more conflicts, i guess. (if got dont make me koyak ssh!) then i havent been blogging for sooo long. i think i'm gonna break the promise i made. whoops.. what promise?? no-lah, where got..?? PTS day is coming really soon. ommf this thing's creepin me out! pray and hope for me my mom wont kill me if i fail my maths!! u know what?! i think i'm in-like lah. ok ssh, this time i better keep it closely tightly securely in my heart. let the suspense kill u baru kau tau hahahah. i think i'm missing charles! hahaha if ur reading this, don prasan. i know, u know, its enough. i bet all of us do. unless for some ppl perharps;) hmmph, oh well, i think i gotta stop here. tummy aches again. needa shit. tata.

-happy bday dad!

sun tanned bebeh!

2008-06-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

I'VE finally got myself tanned! yeehahh!! it was great man! it is ZOE's birthday today! and ur sooo mean if u didnt know that.. hahah! bout 10++ we met at marina's sutera harbour (the very glam one) but we were too late to catch the boat cuz averyl came late. its okay so we went cutting her cake at the Magellan's fake beach where ppl go there to sun tan themselves. (i don think they know its a fake beach la!) hahah ok then we sing the song, blow the candles without fire, then eat it. yum! it was great! serious! a 29-bucks-choco-moist-cake frm strawberry was really tasty! kinda sweet though. then this averyl came up with this lame idea of playing choco cream in the middle of the fake beach! hahha then everyone started staring at us with this weird gaze. i felt embarrassed man. yikes! but we din care much we just took pics like orang gila then left the place with our face like shit. yucks so sticky man!! then we just simply wash our faces then go the jetty there wait for the freakin boat. meanwhile, we ss-ed quite a num of pics too but sry guys i dont have the pics right now. its in zoe's camera..=( but i promise i'll upload it when i get la k. yes, i promise with soul and heart. lol, jk bah

AFTER we reached Manukan island we straight away dipped ourselves into the water and admire the clearness like sakai man! hahah but its really okayy! not too long later we went for kayaking,our first activity. then parasailing. ommf so syok man. u gotta try it if there's a chance. i'm serious! then the last activity was snorkeling. we went to some parts where we cant reach at all then just float there, let the life jackets do their thangg. when u place ur feet 90 degree kan, u can feel the cold water on ur lower part of the body. so relaxing as it can be=) we managed to see some fishes, the ikan bilis sized as well as medium ones. then at 3 the boat came, we left.

AT bout 330 pm we reached base. kinda feeling tired but worth it. quickly shower then left our own way. its in a hurry la but we really needa go. my pops came pick me then go get my contacts! i spent like 1 hr trying to get the freakin lens into my eyes and i did it! one of a kind experience. now, i'm goin for my shades!! hahah shades, oh shades here i come!! bite me:D

no privacy! and more..

2008-06-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

ONE thing aint good bout this thangg=( no privacy man! its making me upset when some people i din expect to read my blog showed up=( alrite then i'll just have to live with it. i aint gettin no bitchy man. this is serious biz. cnt say fuck always=( its okayy! so its gettin real bored this term school hols. in just a blink of an eye, we'll be back in sch for good. not bad..., just scared i say? hmmph btw i'm finally gettin my contacts done! come on! cheer for me man! but i hope i have the bravery to wear it on, as u all know my eyes are wayy too small open. i have traumas. dont blame me=) but its just a normal one. no colour. so not much difference. hopefully i can wear nice sunnies when i wear it, not to be bitchy again, but as u all know, i have NOT wear a proper sunnies in my life, if u wanna exclude my kiddo sunnies which u can get it for 5 bucks in pasar malam. oh well, those were the days. and i do, did cherish every moment of that. =]

OKK, enough bout my freaking-small-magnified-with-a-big-glasses eyes, slash, sunnies. this two-week hols is really lockin me up at home. all i do is wake up really late, eat then watch till i sleep again then eat again. no more outings for me. cant. the petrol price is really getting my pops and mama a big headache ya know?!! trust me, i've seen this incident myself! the whole KK was busy with people pumping their petrol tank just to save the few bucks. think, how much can u save when u can only fill ur tank one and not more?? guna otak bah,, so my papa din go for it.. bsides,, too many dangerous citizens. we cant afford to take the risk. lol! ok shuts.... sometimes i just wonder what the freakin gov do........|?| ok now don sue me for this. i'll shut=)

for a while=) cant wait till tmr! will be posting soon, hopefully:D

its working!

2008-05-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAHHHA, my boobie post seem to attract lotsa attention ei.. good, thats what i need. went to city mall with averyl and amylline today. i know i upset a few ppl, or many(who knows) i'm sorry k. listen to me! 1st, my car cnt fit. 2nd, it was suppose to be a girl's outing. 3rd, averyl wanted to come my house the first place but i'd think it sucked, so we went there. 4th, because they all plan for another outing also, but it just didnt work, so... refer the fis reason again. And btw, i wasnt invited to their outing also, but who knows whether their serious or not. hmm, anyway we did had lotsa fun.here are some pics we took=) enjoy

pancakes!

hungry lah~

pring pringG! helo?

xoxo

the very pink shop

hope u enjoyed it! stay tuned! yeehahh, gheedi-up horsi!

'sup man

2008-05-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

YAY! finally got my internet back. unfortunately its really really slow. i've no freakin idea of what happened. must've been the limewire. screw u lime-shitz! okayh.. easy there. so what have i gotta say? nthg much actually, but i must say, i'm really happy i got my exams paper back with not-bad results. too bad my maths sucked like hell! oh well, not many people did very well either. think the highest was 8+.. hmmph dont care them.

HOLS really coming quick and i cant wait for it to start! wee :D !! we're also planning some things during the holidays, but hasn't confirm it/them.... yet! hahaha so,,, i just hope we're gonna have more than 1 outting. btw, sth kinda funny happened today. well, its not exactly funny, but kinda weird/sakai/w-t-h feeling/shocking/ironic? okay nvm.. u noe it, so do i. i say we keep it a secret? hahahh sure,....charles u noe what i mean ;p arent u happy?

DUDEs out there i know my blog's getting really bored and sucky cuz i aint no fun ppl. i'll try digg out some fun shitz to share k.. talkin bout shitz, i think i just got one thang to share..=D

OK so where were we again..? oh yes..>> fyi, its for 16 and above only=)

some shitz: eh can i ask u something personal bout girls?

me: yeah sure.

ss: do girls's breasts become hard whenever they f-?

me: wow, someone's finally growing already! hahah how should i know its not like i ever fuck or what..

ss: ui really bar.. tell me eh.

me: i seriously dont know. ask someone's breasts who is much bigger than mine.

ss: _ _ l _ n _?(hint*charles's gf)

me: wth? u actually look at her boobs? horny la u~

ss: no bah, its just that i've been sitting with her for so long last year, thats why..

me: oh k.. so....?

ss: eh how big's ur boobs? i mean the ketebalan. (oh my mama!)

me: wtfuck man.

THEN we compared it with my bottle..

ss: ooi then the diameter of the nips leh?

me: pls la amoi.. i'm not tellin u!

FOR somewhat reasons we talked bout it too.. disgustingly.. er yuck! i feel like a sex maniac already.

me: ok enough this conversation is over.

ss: eh go back and experiment it ah.

me: exp wat?

ss: ur boobs. go to the internet then feel it k

me: for u i will? no way.. i aint that horny. stop.

THEN the bell rang then we went home. fyi,, i did NOT experiment it ok?! so do not get those dirty thinking into ur brain.

so hows it? hope it entertained u a lil. hehehe nites=)

hey yo!

2008-05-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO fellow readers! long time no see. hows life lately? lol weird question. i havent been blogging for quite sometime now, but will be uploadin more posts soon! so here's a few thing u missed so far.......

oolala.. averyl and her "friend".. :D

me and stephen

emily tan, me, hajar

shuk mun and me

sakai la us hahaha!

groovy sofia with her glasses

musculine dudes

kill stephen!! hahaha

lola and i

averyl, the showgirl and stephen!

hajar and i

em.. this pic's kinda blur. pls bear with it=)

wow, i realised we've been really active this week, so many parties, so lil time..=( exam's coming too.. sad part. anyway, gotta go back sch for choir prac later + yumcha/cx.. wee wee=)

outfit for the parties!

2008-04-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

HEY! didnt update for quite sometime already. oh, tell me u missed me! hahah jkjk. i feel really excited lately cuz we're goin to attend 2 fab parties! sofia, then fay's!! woohoo:D though so, i had a hard time finding the right outfit. but thanks to God and my momma's $ke-chiing$, i think i've found it! so here are the pics!..=)

plan to wear it to fay's party. actually it looks okay but i suck at pics so dont blame me^^ btw, it gonna go with a pink baby jacket (cuz i don wan my fats over-exposed!), and wear heels! yay! fis time wear, hope i dont fall! wee=)

probably to sofia's. is it too much?? it act goes with a legging ka u call tht?? anyways, hope its not. =) then i maybe match with a pair of black shoes. like ballerina one. lol, im not one! :D

SO i guess thats it for the party, do tell me if its over k. thanks,, oh yea, wanted to express my eagerness for sunday to come! wee=) this time, its a new bunch of group.. so if those ppl in our gang reading this and not invited, sorry ah. its just that u dunno these ppl im goin out with. so u wont have fun also wan if u go=) jgn marah k babe! love ya sakai! muaxXx

freakin weird day

2008-04-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

YAY! ive finally got my phone back! but dunno why its still sot now. fcuk this thing! yeeah.. ahaha okok be more polite.

WOW what a weird day toaday. my dog got locked outside for the second time just now! hahah actually i heard her barking during dinner time but didnt bother much cuz its always barking at things so minor. e.g, when a car passes-by; pussy come into my house. i think my dogs desperate for love. thats why always go out find her bf, lOl shit la.

my pups

high in school:D

2008-04-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

WOW! me and amylline were really high after sch just now. after the bell rang we went straight to the hall for class-photo-taking. for the fis time i get to sit on the chair! wee hahah.. lol faka mama anyways then comes the informal. um i dont really wanna talk bout it. not a proud thing to talk about. hihi so then i accompanied amylline to stayback till like 330 or so, cuz she had to "work" for her pornographic club. yea porn=).. but we didnt really do anything there hahah ok after that we were like hanging around like monkayys in the hall,, played with the photographer's camera.. well, amy did. he even let her take a pic of him! wow now thats kinda weird. i think he likes her! hhah ssh! okay then we stayed in the hall for sometime when charles, shukmun, august came with yinman. they just came back from the airport, not yinman la=) when i heard this i straight away went like "wtfuck?! airport? watcha doin there honey?" hahh ok that was really freaky of me to say that. nah, it didnt really sounded like that. phew. oh well, me and amylline were screaming in the hall, playing on the stage.(cuz got ppl practising for their choir maybe) then there's this girl who freakin stared at us. wtf man! hate her oh && i think she's actually younger than us lo! shit her, mama! wee=) but we didnt care. oh ya btw hot nerd's bro was also there! he was their driver to the airport. wanna see their pics with alex fong? can view them in charles's blog=) soon after that me and amylline went to the library to do my shitz a bit. bm oral:( but i got it done ad!:D wee then we went to the bb court to meet up with han they all. wtf i saw hot nerd! wooee~ but too bad the whole time he was there i din say hi. boo but its ok bah. i think he waxes his leg. so bulu-less man! hahah lOl, not trying to be horny here! ahhaha

so what happened today??

2008-04-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

WELL, it turned pretty much not i expected it to be. the bowling was fine, but i dont think we could enter the next round if there's one.=( so then robert came but he was scared to go find us cuz the ground floor was really dark and empty and clear and there's hardly any one there.so finally we finished the game and bout 1230 like that tian chai came. we were eating in the mamak stall. after that we watched a movie entitled "Definitely, Maybe". some thought it was boring as it was all bout the "love" thing. but i didnt thought so. it was kinda nice. the love thing kinda caught my attention. and the guy, oh! he was HOTT! zoe said he's kinda old already, oh well, he's still hot. its just bout this guy, william hayes who tells his daughter about his ex-girlfriends and guessing her mother. the ending was okay. he got divorced but make-up with another girl he knew for some time but didnt had sex. hahah.. if ur those person whose into love thangs go for it. recommended=)

THEN after the show we went to secret recipe. stephen had to help kunya get her bottle so tian chai followed him but when he came back there was only one. what happened to the other? he left. =( what to do he wants to go join funner ppl thats less awkward feeling. fine then. stephen called him and asked him whether is he comin back with us anot. it was a NO. he did, but didnt. get it?? he came with farica and the gang, took a few pics, saw the hot waiter! then they left. he wanna play bball with them. yikes. ok then. bye.

OVERALL it wasnt really okay. so as usual after he left thay all will surely tell me im a failure. im used to it, so i just let them say. all those "see la u, what u said u wanna do ah?! what happen now? nothing also"......"u la, i talk more than u lo. fail la u." OKAY FINE. it aint as easy as u think sometimes. i admit i did brag too much bout talking to him and so, but i failed! ok i did. screwed it up.=(( i dont even think they all would wanna go out with him anymore after today wat i did. look peeps, i just wanna be friends ok? nothin more. but honestly,, when we took pics, there was a sudden feel that strucked me. wtf man! it was suppose to shoo.. and never coming back. but i dont know whether is it a good thing anot, it got me. i bet it wont be long till i get over it again, that's for sure just i hope i wont go in for serious this time. just like what averyl said, "i dont wanna like a guy too deep cuz in the end u will be the one whose gonna get hurt. a LOT." i totally agree with this. "unless, the guy likes u too and u like him, thats soooo gonna be a hard love," she added. i agreed more. okayy, enough of these shitz, i dont wanna be emo or somewhat shit. im not even ready for it. so i 'd better stop it before i get way too bitchy.

I feel depressed. it was averyl's ytd, mine today=( why? i dont know, maybe its just the thing u get every month. first,i really dont enjoy when we were in fun square. it was indeed fun when i see cym they all screaming to get #1 for the racing-car game. but in the meantime sad. i changed my coins hoping to play but unfortunately it was a bit too late. ian asked me not to put in the coins cuz they're already starting the game. i wont make it on time so i didnt. i just watched them play so happily. could feel the high-ness. after the game i thought they would play another time perhaps? oh too bad. they're leaving. luckily hajar and ian consoled me. thanx ya'll. im fine lah~ its just nothing. luckily only changed a penny=)

we walked around cp hoping for the time to pass quickly so could finish the party and go home soon. at bout 1930 the party started. we ate, averyl came also la, talked bout girl stuffs and so. watched them open the condom, touched it, man! it was oily. must be the lubricant. hahah! it already sounds horny to talk bout it, what to say witness it! oh well, seen it, sniffed it, ian blowed it. seen it expanded like a balloon. and the waiter there was like staring at us,, giving us that kinda look, but smiled la. he was okay with it sooner later. after that we went to the back of the Soho restaurant to get some air. ian came and vomitted. poor ian. who ask him.. haih. then we saw the waiter preparing someshit that looks like opium or so. wth! haha, its not lah,, just so-called healthy cigarette. smell good punya rokok. nth much, doesnt harm. they were then takin turns to get a taste of it. but i didnt. um not my type. we need to try something, but not everything. after all we're still young, ian. long way to go why so why rush leh? hahah. then cym hajar stephen and sofia went to take sticker photos. they did called me and averyl to go but we were really lazy and what more tired. sorry lah,, just not in the mood. my mom then called and marah me, ask to go home. fine, go loh. i know thay all sure marah me wan la, but i've expected it. let it be la, i cant defend myself everytime. i just suck at it. hope it'll be better tmr. back to it, when they came back they acted cool. but i dont have much time to feel their coolness, gotta leave. dads here. quickly ate the cake and went home. at home mom didnt nag much, just took my bath and studied a bit of science. fuck man tmr got economy and sci test, as well as pass up moral and Bm script. oh no!! okay, take it easy. it'll be fine, i hope.

LASTLY i know this is really boring but just to express. i cannot tell anyone how i feel now so i'd just write it here. and the song suits my mood man! yeah baby. averyl saw me very un-high today but i couldnt say anything. like i said, let it be lah. u cant change the world. keep that in mind.=) this could be my longest blog and boring-est blog ever, and who knows this might cause ppl to hate me. and about the love struck thing, to those who have been guessing, u know it now. i wont hide anything cuz i know he wont have a chance to read this, unless someone tells him to. better not k! nites

Bowling Practice

2008-04-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

WE (hajar,cym,zoe,me) went bowling practice today. played 2 rounds. the first one sucked, second was way better! hahah, we waited for the fuckin lane for like half an hour ka? something like tht la.. i know it may sound un-long but trust me, the smell, the ppl, make u foul man! unless u get to play, then its a diff story.. hahah! okay,, so hmmph, it was quite fun.. after that we went shoppin, window shopping actually. i really wanted to buy the giordano's blouse lo. fcuk its too expensive, like 65 like tht oh. shit that. haih, wait till i marry someone rich fis lah..lOl think its impossible. anyways, i really hope that tomorrow will work out! hahhah -the kbox (after so many weeks)- bowling comp! wee=) hope we did enough preparations ad.. wakakka:D

HAIH, still cant get back my fcukin phone, wats even the fcukin problem oh?! make me dream of it only. wanna ss today also banyak susah. go fuck that harder! hope everything will just go fine tmr=) yay! good luck fellow bowlingers!

i could only find one. boo=( its not that i purposely put this ss pic of me, just that ppl say its nicer to have pics in ur blog, so thats why i put it. hope its not too boring, although it is, i know=(

Past happenings

2008-04-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

AS i was sayin, almost the whole gang went to larson's house for his birthday. ytd i asked u to go yinman's blog to view it but now i decided to do it myself=) so here are the pics(its not as many as yinman=))

after the fun we kinda ss-ed a lil=)

still

celebrating larson's party

acting as models.. so not!

marcus! stop being horny! hahah

posing

poor me

happy-happy!!

me n hajar

i like this pic.. hee=)

i like her pose.

while we were ss-ing they were busy looking at the photo albums

balloons

averyl and i

after playin water,, goin to bath soon

with larson, the bday boy

drinking sprite

they were busy fooling me in the tub

gerald had a crampped foot=(

SO overall thats what we did. had speechless fun. hope to have more parties similar to this anytime soon! stay-tuned!

I DONT GIVE A DAMN

2008-04-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

SO skinny was right. i shouldnt give a fuck bout wat those fcukin ppls write. hey at least there are ppl who supports me n fuck u off! ahah! but though so, it didnt stop u, did it? oh well, nevermind then. go ahead and say whatever u like,, after all, i already knew who u are. to u (the fcuker), doesnt mean i keep quiet u can go on writing those shitz. i kept quiet is because i dont wanna spoil the friendship. yes, cant believe i actually said u are my friend. i know u just wanna have some fun by fooling me[of all the ppl but me=( ] but honestly, i really start to hate it. once a while fine. but u keep on hiding my fuckin bottle everyday! so wats with today?! oh yea, u acted so damn innocent when i asked u where was my bottle. luckily hajar put a limit to the "fun". guess where was it found in? au's bag. lol. wth??! stop it la~ i had enough SL!!

I had lots of fun last week, especially SaturdaY! it was one of the funnest day ever this year. sorry, larson we wasted sooo much water at ur hse. it was really fun man! we played water like the whole time! but i malas wanna post the pics. wat for? shitters always post those kinda stuff to me. but im tellin u faka, i WONT stop bloggin because of u=)

* if u really wanna view the pics u can go to yinman's blog to view. there's a lot there. see yinman, i help u promote ur blog. thank me! hahah jkjk

3rd april

2008-04-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'M starting to hate blogging. the main reason is that ppl always tend to say mean things to me. in my tagboard. look, i dont know who the fuck are u but why? am i that bad? what have i done to u oh?! slap ur pussy ka?! stay away eh pls. i wanna blog to express my feelings not to let u criticise any how u like. u ppl there only know how to go against me and write fucky stuffs to me. it hurts if u always do that. maybe u think that its for fun but i'm tellin u i terasa k. fcuk shit. and so what la if i say that word, ***?! this thing really gets on my nerves man. other ppl's blog is always talking bout nice stuffs but i, here have to stand up for myself. hate me then tell me la.. creatin fuckin names for urself. yes. i am fuckin pissed right now. so if u hate me just dont view my blog. save the breath. u nid it to fcuk someone else's asshole. fucky oh. yeesh!! hate u fucker

april fool

2008-04-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

SO today was April Fool, any nice jokes played?? i guess no. only lame jokes were played like "hey! u didn't buttoned ur shirt" and ppl actually fell for that, well, others i dont know but i surely did. hahah:D but i did have fun today. as usual, we (hajar,cym,me) always play water in the toilet, since many ppl bitched us in class.. hmmph, so all we did was chasing around with water and pushed ppl into the bushes. HAHAH luckily hajar helped me today to get my revenge against cym cuz i got all wet and can never get a chance to revenge. yeah la i suck at pourin water. but if u ask me to push ppl into the bushes cym can never win.. ahaha! she always koyak whenever we get near the bushes cuz she cannot get me in there. too bad i always pushed her right into the bushes anytime, anywhere..! =) we also got play with amy and averyl they all but seldom cuz diiferent class, so we hardly meet. except today when we all got chinese then amylline wanted to go toilet. as u all know, we always make use of the chance to wet them so this time is not exceptional. the brave yinman filled up a bucket of water and poured it in! hihi few seconds later we can hear "aahh!" so it was amylline.. we waited outside for a while then came amy with the bucket of water and she went chasing yinman around! hahah it was really fun if u experienced it urself. =) then tiba2 i was like"ohno! dian ming bu!" so i went to get it. ALONE. yeah la, see what frens yang got me wet but leave me alone. they promised to wait for me at IS there but when i go there i koyak alone! leave me la.. so fine, i walk to canteen then i saw them.. later i see cym with the horny look on her face grabbing something.. guess what she did. she took the bucket of water amylline filled just now and its my turn to get chased. right. me. ran all over the canteen and embarrased myself in front of all the IS sutdents in canteen. they all were like looking at me and yinman. so i got wet.

HAHAHHA.. actually before that they also got wet someone in the toilet which was suppose to be me but they salah orang! hahaa,, so the girl got wet and i think she cried. i think=) so mean la us..

SO HOW WAS UR DAY??

29th march

2008-03-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

FCUK this thing man.. hahah! i go act pro just now go edit my blog then cacat.. thanx to myself n cym's ignorance,, i did it! yay! ok, so now what? im actually kinda jealous of cym,, she attracts someone! too bad the guy sucks too badly.. boo=( hey, but at least got kan! what bout me? this kinda thing always self-reflects to who u are. i know it may sound as though im desperate but im just sayin it for fun so let me be.. posers another reminder again, DO NOT interfere with my blog k.. thx u do a great help.

SO where was i again? oh yea,, we din play water today cuz some of us think tht we made lots of ppl angry, like **nj*m**.. yea, u noe who.. at first i was like "eh cym u wanna play water later?" when he ngam ngam walk pass then answered us "eh u all play water ytd kena my whole table wet oh, my bag also".. then cym was like "nola, later ppl like him mad again". she will surely feel like bitch wan la.. she's really scared so we didnt. hajar also had enough ord. oni me, who wants to play, and therefore kena tegur by stephen-the-almighty. yea la bah, i wanna play bah, let me be k.. i koyak let me be cuz im already so freakin damn used to it.. u all do tht "he" also do tht. fine, fcuk me. fcuk shit. haih.. not marah bah, just fed-up sometimes with the way they treat me, but most of the times ok la,, (hope i wont kena slap for this.. hihi).. its a good thing=)

NOW how me n him? one word is all i can say.. DIE.. hahha isnt tht good enough to decsribe things? when ppl say die the other person will stop askin and assumed its dead, so yea.. it is dead-- i feel cheap. slap me.=(

28th march

2008-03-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

THIS tagboard thing is killin me! why are ppl always goin against me? am i really tht shitti ka?! fcuk ur asses man if u think tht way.. u don noe me then don talk la.. keep ur fuckin mouth closed up for good.. who the fuck u think u are to tell me what to do?! pls la bah do me a favour and get the hell outta my face.. it really makes me sad okay?!!! shit u fuckers,, and i thought that it could be the same person with different names.. FUCK U! and i mean it..

HUH.. okay.. breathe.. so now for the happy part.. lately as u all noe, ive been wet for almost everyday with the credits to hajar, stephen and yinman.. stephen din wet me la, but he planned the whole thing(dont deny stephen, they told me=)) so,, it was kinda scary la but it was sooo damn fun! i'm lovin it man.. yee hah,, wet me babeh! then during bm our teacher din came so our ex-science teacher came in.. she's ok wan la.. so me hajar n cym went to toilet. as the whole world noes, we always wet ourselves in the toilet.. this time wasnt any exception.. but wat i cnt bliv is tht cym actually brought the whole tong of water out and chase us up the staircase.. haiya then i was too fat couldnt run so fast then kena splashed lo.. whole body oh! but i din pour water lo.. not tht much la.. in revenge me n hajar pulled her bac in the bushes. this time she really fell.. hahah! she lay down flat on the floor.. we could only see her legs and the other part of her body was inside the bushes!! hahaha we really laughed our asses off, man! hhaha!

TODAY can considered as quite an extreme day.. felt sad and shy and pissed but in the meantime happy also.. sad one, i dont bother to say la, the happy part will do=)\=(

27th march

2008-03-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO again ppl! long time no blog.. thx to the ppl who asked me to blog cuz it actually means tht they read my blog! yay!! hahah.. ok, main point.

NTH's up lately, just got a lotta corrections need to do. haih, what to do.. i get soooo lousy marks. i told myself not to mess around with the next term exam anymore, so hopefully i get wayyy better results. i really have nth much to say actually, except i enjoyed the hell outta playin water??! lons! if u all read this, doesnt mean i want u to splash water at me k.. only tht day in school we were like playin water in and outta the toilet.. very lonze, just tht sometimes they wet me too much! hhahha,, dont forget i still need to live in class, what would the other classmates get to see?? (em,, my bra??!) lOl, ok bar.. its fun just not too wet k cym..

I also accompanied sofia to some kinda motivation talk.. yea.. it was borin.. like hell!! hihi.. sofia just did some physics but too bad i couldnt help her cuz i aint smart enough. then we listened a bit then she told me bout her plan bout her bday party.. we yak all way thru and i think tht principal's bro saw us but just went on on his talk. then we eat.. secretly!! then we were like plannin to play water also at her party.. what kinda food to prepare and stuff.. cnt wait lah till her bday! woo hoo~~

liverpool lost!

2008-03-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

ITS midnight, and i cant seem to sleep. maybe its because Liverpool lost to ManU juz now. Sad, 3-0, but i think im cool with it. no worries, just that i feel like blogging now instead of closing my eyes and fall asleep. too bored. i just got the urge, maybe its cuz its been a few days since i blogged. so what i wanted to write again? oh yea..

KISSES. hahah! sounds funny to talk bout it right?? well, this kisses thang just popped outta my head frm nowhere. it just came across my mind tht i wonder when can i get my kiss? first, i mean.. like duh! dont u want it too?! i noe u want it, do NOT deny in front of meijin!! i remembered asking shuk mun bout her kiss with her present boyfriend a few days ago. i went like"so how did ur kiss went with him? was it those sucking type or just plain kiss?" then she was like really surprised sayin "meijin!! why u ask like tht oh?! oh-my-God!" hahah.. i noe its kinda straight forward but i do really wanna noe.. sry to be too straight. but she didnt answer me also.. if u ask me, i would surely answer u i dont know. everybody who knows me will surely know that i wouldnt lie, cuz im so called "open" if u put it tht way. so, yea, i really dont know, just hope i'll get one! an unforgettable one..lOl. hmmph, a bit too weird rite?? well honey, things are always weird for me! hahah.. sucky lah~ but dont go kissing me, giving me a hard one to forget! hahah, jkjk..

AND if u dont like this or having the kind of thinking that im so crazy or desperate or whatsoever, pls keep it in ur heart. i dont need ur comments to make me sad, cuz i am already embracing it.. yikes correct ka this?? haiya dunno la,, just do me a favour to those who doesnt like this post.. keep the hole closed(i meant ur mouth!)=).. dont call urself someone ur not and sayin sad stuffs to me.. i dont mind but i do, eventually! lOl,, wtc's tht??! anyway, just stay fucky.. ur a good fcuker already..=)

went city mall

2008-03-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

HI again ppl.. ok fine, ytd i was too sad so i feel more normal today. sry to them if i said too shitti stuff.. thts what i felt. so, today was sooo okayy. why? cuz i went shoppin in city mall with mum. Bought shoes, a bag, and a purse. Then went to Giant and saw mickey there. not shukmun's mickey la.. jackie's mickey.. Hahah.. ooh.. then i just pretended i din see him lo, its not tht i noe him or what.. then bout 5 sumthin we came home.. it was and still, raining till now.. hmmph..

miserable

2008-03-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

I feel miserable. why? well, first i wanna say that i feel isolated lately. i know it makes me sound sensitive, but i really do feel this way. they all like dont really wanna talk to me whenever i go their place, so i kinda feel it. ok, maybe i am! sensitive. over sensitivity. yes. but this is how i feel, like they all don wanna share things with me this. another thing that made me feel this way is tht they left me in canteen. alone. fine, i knw im suppose to follow the majority but i really was with them. bought my food already then when i turn back WOAH! none oh.. make me find around like monkey high and low but i only manage to see kunya, so.... we walk back tgt lo.. after reading this, u might think "ugh, why she so like that wan oh??! so sensitive la." u might feel nothing cuz ur not in my shoes. yes. my shoes, or socks or whatsoever. then there's this part when i told them bout "him". TOO BAD i think that they're no longer interested in my story. oh well, its bullshit after all, so why should they give a fuck bout it? i don really mind. thts why i seriously think that the kbox plan will not work.. hmm, what to do, so i guess its all over then. all those drems ive been dreaming of can never come true.

IF u think im like shit sayin all these unnecessary shit then i have nothin much to say. i just wanna get a place to express myself. duh, thats what bloggin for, rite?? not blaming anyone la, just what the fuck. i wanna say la.. =(

mylife18

2008-03-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

YO! MAMA. what a terrible day to consider. i feel sad la.. why? cuz my fcukin annoyin brother immaturely tell my momma tht A said i saw his dick. WTF A! u seriously got me into deep shit. he looked sooo innocent then he trus go marah me.. yes. marah me. so my mother also la go marah him bac for hitting me. FUCK. ok, then i cried la.. faka, who doesnt oh, so embarrasing lo pls. shit him, make me cry. later my momma also panas sudah la, so then my dad kept quiet. so sad. haih.. what a day. sudahlah i sit next to ppl im not close with, but frens also la, so ok. but "lionardo" seriously freaks me out man! i scared later he go dig his nose the lastic it to me!! mama faka! oh no.. at tht time cym they all really need to help me take those shitz off me.. my hair!! ugh.. disgustin.. but i guess my seat is better than yinman. she sits so near to stephen, zoe, hajar and yet din talk to them much. i thought i was the miserable one.. manatau. hahah! yay.. at least i ok la, got shukmun and robert ang piggy..............not forgetting clement.. well, he aint tht scary as i thought he was. at least he's better than some of them.(dont wanna mention names). so.. yea, okok la..

HMM, thts what happened in class la.. then love life pula, also nth much la.. apaden, what u expect oh? no nth aint happenin here lil mama.. but i just saw him in the canteen la.. near hall, handsome as i always thought. thx to shukmun for givin me a biiiit of hope when im sooo down kena pour cold water by cym and stephen.. always lo.. shukmun said i mite have a chance! wee wee! but im not buyin on tht. seriously, i don think so, so just let it be babeh.. just so u noe charles, my hormones are secreting just fine, stable sudah bah ok.. OK=)

mylife17

2008-03-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

NTH special happened today. just eat.sleep.shit. enjoy life mah. but things will not be the same tmr.. aiyaya,, thts why la, one of the disadvantage of goin back to school.. so wat la we get to see frens, if u see enemies u sad also. so, whats my point again?? oh yea.. live with it..

SO, got moral shitz nid to do, but tmr oni do la, cuz i seriously have no idea on what to do man!! fuck oh.. hahhah.. ok, polite..wher was i again? oh yea, papers are comin back! oh no mama.. i reli hope i wont get sucki results..

mylife17

2008-03-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

HI everybody! well, nothing much happened today but i went to amylline's hse la:D it was FUN.. hahah.. her parents had to go for some dinner and only the husband and wife were invited. no kids. so, amy decided to call me and averyl go her hse la.. so i went there like 6 like tht then we watched some shows. bionic woman ka tu? oh yea, so we were like watchin la.. then bout 7 like tht averyl came.. so yea, we started to cook.. though so, we kinda sucked at it.. hahah! we look through the cookbooks then saw this recipe bout makin baked potatoes! haha yea, baked potatoes.. wee wee!! so we started cuttin the potatoes and stuff.. lemme show ya the pics we took! =)

so i half-boiled my eggs and ate it.. yummy~

manatau.. ugh! too salty! hee~

thought it was great so we smiled=)

how it looked like

no one dared to take the potatoes out cuz hot.. but i the brave one! hahah!

averyl waiting patiently.. why were u smiling?! =p

then in it goes..

heat the milk.. hahah..

then we wipe!

then we cut the butter to coat the freakin pan

but averyl sliced too thick, so i re-sliced it lo

then they slice

we gotta peel the potatoes first

AVERYL!

the recipe we chose!

the name of the book

WAH, so long la this thing.. hahah.. i think this's my longest blog ever!! hahah.. i so hapi la.. but i reli cnt do this adjusting pics thing.. so hard la.. i stup bha=).. then we went home at bout 1o sumthin.. too bad we din get to S.. hmmph, nex time la:D

mylife16

2008-03-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

OKAY, maybe i was a little too over ytd, forgive me. so i decided to apologize bout the crap i wrote. pissed ba, what to do. i feel sucky also now, cuz i wrote like an SM. fuck. ok bah, i'll try my best to control myself, so that i'll be wanted some day=) i know my blog's really tryin to be kawaii but trust me, im not. im just lazy to deal with it, editting blogs and etc is just so not me. i plain suck at it, so, dont blame me for that..wee wee! today's just normal, went tuition and watched tv, ate normally, not like ytd.. hehe, ytd i need to let my anger out ba, so yea. hihi. i feel much like a human now. muahahah, can fight like hero already, ready to take challenges like a normal bullcrap.. i meant cow.. hehe.. but still i talk lots of nonsense.

PEOPLE start to hate people, the world's starting to change. i MEAN it! friends start drifting apart, it is a sad thing. disaster, tragedy.. wonder if i got the right spelling. anyways, life is simple, sometimes fun, sometimes shitti. thts why its called life. fick. life. aiks.. hahah

mylife15

2008-03-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

WTFUCK. i really need to get a life. living like this makes me dead man! wanna hear somethin? its always bout him, pls! so if u don like it, click the left button and SHOO! haha..ok ba.. stay.. Yala, like tht la, fakira was like sayin an he got ex.. french-kissed in public(er yuck!) then lock themselves up in a room.. wtf! what u think they did huh? stomach ache already la pls.. goosebumps also comin out.. FUCK SHIT. what more can i say? yea, its already the past, so?? imagine him kissing bha..aahh~ fuck shit again!

WHAT else leh? oh yea, went to the bachi's hse juz now.. watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding.. not bad, kinda nice..ngam me mah.. hehe.. cuz i'm fat? haha..yea, of cuz i am!ate there 4 plates of rice too.. ok ba i noe its terryfying ba what to do i love rice! the chick's great mar! ok stop with eating part.. I'm seriously in a fucking bad mood. what to do, i'm so in love, i mean lalalala, yea, i'm so in love, love, i want u to noe.. fuck u! ugh! i think he hates me! i talk a load of shit ytd in msn and all he did was lol. fine, maye he's busy, so? hate me! ugh.. fine, bite me also! so freakin fucked up man. FUCK! oh mama.. I feel bad.. but i guess i'm ok.. ?? i dont think we will even work out! i mean thts for sure. we wont.so why the fuck am i so fucked up? fuck man. aiyaya, seriously, i dont wanna start a relationship, just wanna get close, u noe this kinda feeling?? its juz a shitti feeling.. anyway, i think i'm gonna be normal soon.. wait for me, normal peeps!

p/s: if he reads this i'm sooo dead..he'll hate me and fuck me! ugh..wait..isnt tht what i want? haha.. er no!

mylife14

2008-03-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

OH NO.. habislah.. its over.. i koyak alone.. hahah..ok..change topic.. so where was i again?! oh yea, when we all go out today was ok la.. i rate 2 outta 5.. consider bad lo..hahah.. what to do.. the main problem is tht too many ppl! at first i thought not many ppl go but today was too over! the seniors brought too many ppl bha..hehe not to blame them la.. but all of us were really shy to them.. so we all kinda ignored them the whole time! sad oh.. Oh well, during the movie bayau n fakira kinda sit tgt la.. thts nice.. what bout me?! i just shit there ka?! er total duh!! stephen la! hahah..ok ba.. its better than nth la.. we watched a singaporean movie called AH LONG PTE LTD.. bout gangsta's in S'pore la..haih..kinda funny.. but i'm sad for some reason.. i just dunno why.. maybe cuz he made me koyak just now?? hahah~ yea, perhaps..

I just hope i wont shit so early.. I feel so dead.. i begin to wonder what Charles said.. "its not that u like him, its just that we made u like him".. WTF! oh yea, worth thinking.. but i do kinda tut* him.. trust me, i asked myself already.. so i guess its up to myself, but i really dunno what to do.. over this piece of crap, i'm making this WAY too big! haih.. but i still do wanna be frens la of course.. ouch! my hrt juz poked me! hahah.. hehe..ugh.. i hate hiding feelings..this sucks man lonze.. since i'm sure he's not reading, why scared he see?! hahah.. go ahead.. hit meh!

still looking forward for another chance to hang together!! hahah.. pls bless me this'll work out this time!! PERFECTLY! WOO HOO~

mylife13

2008-03-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY! well, nothings up lately except that i cut my hair but there's not much diff.. Shittier of cuz.. Hahah~ Hmph, went out just now to accompany cym go buy her suffs.. She spent bout 3++!! i think.. Anyway, then bout 3 something Sofia Averyl Amylline Lats n Audrey came. Ate in Fish & Co. pinched some of theirs=)..hahah then sofia go cut her hair in Patrick Saloon.. like Rihanna.. WOW! really nice lo.. I saw frm the pic msg Amylline sent. It is NICE/FAB! i would like to cut my hair like hers but i wouldn't now, since ppl will surely say copycat..=p.. but i am hapi with the hair i have now.. Hehe.. ok la.. Looking forward to go to CP tmr! hahah..cuz u noe why..duh! i wanna shop in d&m too! cheap n good.. =) too bad its free size..hope i can fit! lOl

mylife12

2008-03-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

at home the whole day..Nothing to do also.. Watched the kung fu dunk movie.. ok la, kinda fake.. Hahah..haih, bored again.. hate the new hair cut.. its juz shit.. but it'll grow.. GROW HAIR, GROW!.. got a bit of misunderstanding with averyl.. cnt wait till weds.. hope nth goes wrong, or i'm done for good.. its a very important date!! thts it.

mylife11

2008-03-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

er, nothing much happened today. dumbed. boring. pissed by some kid, immature piece of crap. Hate him! UGH!

mylife10

2008-03-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

HMM.. What a weird day to consider. No one would thought that *ahem* would actually go. I mean wth?! Daddy couldn't send me there cuz met up with some accident, so I was like saying ok lah, nevermind, skip this time. Just when I gave up hope, they came telling me he's there! U think I believe meh?! but seriously, he was there!! I heard his voice on the phone.. Wth man. SO i came bout 0230 pm or so, sneaked in the cinema and saw him! Just in that pink shirt I was always dreaming him wearing..Hahah, yuck man! disgusting oh. Anyways, so when I went in the cinema I just saw him then said hi lo.. What else do u expect me to do? Kiss him? No way! hah, then nothing lo.. can see he's really bored to death. So in the end he finally choose to leave me, and elope with another person. an unknown. Haha, so dramatic. Wtf, its juz crap.

mylife9

2008-03-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

Phew~ I feel so relaxed now, after 5 days of hard-training-exam.. Some of them were really fucky..but I cool already.. After all, it's over mah, so OK la. Hmm, what else leh? Oh yea, really happy cuz its already the holidays! wee=). The election is coming soon.. I know its chatz to talk bout politics here but i think its true.. why BN can advertise themselves but the opposition cant? So it means that the BN is goin to win anyway, why still compete leh?? Sakai la me, talk politics here..Hahah..

OK bah, enuf bout the politics,,, now its bout ME..! haaha..tmr plan on goin out lo..but dunno enuf ppl anot.. haiya,,this one also banyak susah cuz there's actually no planner! haha..what a funny thing to tell. chat with him again today, not much feelings lo, like those nervous breakdown, i'm cool now. really, cym, I"M COOL! hahah~ trust me bah.. Btw, I cant believe this "guy" would actually say cym "sok"..hahah..lucky u, yin man..i mean it, u're lucky.~..=)

mylife8

2008-02-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

U make me so HOT,

U make me wanna drop

Its so ridiculous

I can barely STOP

I can hardly BREATHE,

U make me wanna SCREAM

U're so FABULOUS,

U're so GOOD to ME! (in my dreams..)

haih..I dont like this song actually, its just that its ngam with the freaky way I'm always acting..

On the other hand, EXAM is coming!! I haven't really started studyin yet! but will do soon.. Maybe tonight.. cym is already studying! with hajar!! and they're all so smart..I am not but I'm also not putting any effort..Its just kinda hard sometimes, for all the info to get straight into ur mind.. I just hope I won't get bad results later.. Haih..worries..

By the way. IAN, I am so NOT posting my blog every two days! I hardly do that, except when I'm bored.. like now.. And pls la, ChazZz also not a newbie but he blog also everyday.. So whats's wrong la? haih yer~ haha.. I guess thats all for today, nothing special happened, except saying hi.. which I always do.. The high mood bout ytd is officially over.. Nothing else I can add.. I just feel bored.. Wanna go watch show now.. ain't studying..yet!

Oh yea.. if anyone tense to read this, I can't wait to go out after exam during the hols, so I'll ask cym i think to plan, since the original "planner" is sooo tired of planning.. aiyaya..

mylife7

2008-02-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody! Long time no blog..I seriously think blogging is boringg.. haha..dont soo me pls.. hmm..i seriously have nothing to write lo..I feel bored always talking the same topic.. But I always feel excited whenever talking bout it.. Like today, Hajar and I ran from the hall all the way to the phone booth..Well, not to say "HI" but to get photocopy cuz it was kinda late.. I thought I totally screwed up, BUT luckily for some reasons he said hi! Faka!, he said hi.. i was like so tired cuz running like monkey then laughing with Hajar.. but at least I get to say hi.. hehe..like shit la me.. so pot hiaw oh..aiyaya..~ and guess what now?? its bout 5 sumthin now and I dared myself to sms him..and so I did! He replied too!! but kinda slow..well, its better than not replying at all.. if he don't I don't think I dare to say hi to him anymore..Luckily he replied me.. wee~ aku terlampau gembira.. hahahah~ ok stop ba, another part of me said..hehe! but I just cant control! OK, I guess I'd better stop now.. Wish me LUCK!

luv meijin~ wee wee^^

mylife6

2008-02-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO everybody~ long time no talk..I miss my noisy days.. Anyway..I feel happy and worried at the same time..I mean, I feel worried cuz u noe la cym is gettin so smart in maths lo! I seriously dont wanna lose to her, which I always do.. She juz went for tuition for one day, and the next day when she came, BOOM! she is smarter lo..So I was wonderin whether to change tuition anot.. after 4 yrs..yikes.. banyak susah lah..

ON the other hand, I'm happy! Who says I dont have fate with him oh?! aHah! see..i can see and talk to him now.. Start with friends first ba..I noe k.. its in progress.. Cym, if u see this u are so gonna be f-ked up.. haha.. I am B-R-A-V-E!! wee~ aku sangat gembira..in school so syok today.. now oso syok.. w@w! God loves me! yeehahh.. now I can't wait, to see you again..

go listen this song: Collide..I think it suits my mood for today.. Cym, shut up..i noe u dont like it k..haha :D

HMM,, what else?? I feel hungry.. but i wanna sleep first..tonite got tuition ba.. the one that makes me in dilemma..adios ppl~

Remember! Be the Faka's!, and u shall be loved..not me la..bye..